xxdistortmexx

I got this message from Jake tonight on myspace that said "Hey, I love you and I miss you so much."

Boys confuse me so...

I don't think either of us want to be apart. We just feel like it's best right now. But we can't let go.
And I refuse to let go. When I fall in love, I fall and don't get up.

[20:03] Jake<3: i feel terrible for leaving u like this chelsea
[20:03] xburlesquegrotesquex: Sweeatheart please don't
[20:03] xburlesquegrotesquex: I just want you to feel happy
[20:03] xburlesquegrotesquex: or at least as much as you can
[20:04] xburlesquegrotesquex: relieved if that works better
[20:05] Jake<3: im gonna go i dont feel good im sorry if i hurt you
[20:05] xburlesquegrotesquex: I'll miss you.
[20:05] Jake<3: i...
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Argh.

Again.

$@#%@$#%DfgtesT#$%$#Q

Fucking God I hate boys!
No offense to my lovelies out there.
I'm just fed up.
He hasn't done anything else... but I just... argh.
I don't ever TALK TO HIM
Mother fucker!

Come back to fucking Ohio God damn it!

....
Sorry... I'm rather pissed....


On the bright side, I am ordering the Fuji Finepix s9000 tomorrow and I'm super excited about that.

I shot an estimate of five rolls at the wedding - one black and white, four color. The film alone cost around $45. Eck.
So just to check I went ahead and had the B&W film developed and they are just beautiful. I was so relieved.
Now I am just scared about the color shots... haha.

Nothing going on lately. Just work and sleep mostly....
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Blah, back to work today after two days off.
First day off was rather well spent - new photos developed, a good show at HYAMP (local Punk venue for those of you who forgot), and Taco Bell with Tristan.
Yeah. That was pretty awesome.
Second day... nothing too exciting, but I did get to discuss further about the wedding pictures with the bride and groom....
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So - our local radio station has a haunted house type deal each Halloween. They hold it in the basement of The Keith Albee which is a old theatre that was shut down and is also known very well to be haunted. Me and the ladies decided to check it out - Lena had been before - a few years ago, but Key, Kay and...
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Applying for colleges fucking sucks. It's so much work.
Blaaah.
And then I have to worry about actually getting in to them.

Well, good news all around I suppose...
I had entered a photo contest at a museum a while ago (I think I mentioned it) and i just heard about the winners today.
One of my photographs got an honorable mention under "Amateur - People - Film" and under "Amateur - People -
Digitally Enhanced" I got 2nd place.

Makes me happy.

=)

Oh, and for...
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I have an interview with a photo studio. =)