Hey again all or anyone reading this. I'm finally back online again.
Last tuesday after a rather good yet bad night I was given a penny for good luck from a friend... lets just say its pulling its weight anyway... firstly my bad moods, being pissed off with the monotony and repetition of life at the min has gone, and instead been replaced with something I can't quite describe... leading from here i've found it very easy to write lyrics, so i've been churning out tunes recently which all need to be recorded soon. (started working one one which tries to describe this odd modd)
So anyways... this good luck penny.. well i've got my laptop returned, all fixed, with all my stuff on it still
Allllsooooooo.... I got promoted on Saturday... some eejit decided that I should be a Keyholder/Supervisor for my work.. so yeah.. me responable for a shop hahahaha!!!!
Thats about the height of the news really... birthday this sunday coming and nothing else exciting, but we shall see how the week turns out.
For anyone who can be bothered, I've typed up some of my stuff below and should hopefully be getting the actual songs up soon...
Few random pics too...
Anyways, bedtime methinks...
The Red Hazy Dusk
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Dark black skys at night, a Beautiful blue in the morn.
The sun rising, then falls, day dies and reborn.
A life of memories,
A string of events,
Start to finish, Rise to fall.
Dark black skys at night, beautiful blue in the morn.
The red hazy dusk, The captivating dawn.
These simple things around us, into which we are drawn.
Often overlooked,
These trivial things,
Never noticed, cast aside.
The red hazy dusk and the captivating down.
The wind blows the dying flowers, and the seeds drift free.
End of the old life, floating past in the breeze.
New beginnings,
Starting afresh,
New from the old, good from the bad.
The wind blows the dying flowers and the seeds drift on free.
New beginnings in life, will you let yourself go
Experience the feelings, don't hide below.
Take the black and the white,
The good and the bad,
Don't shelter your mind, be free with yourself.
New behinnings in life, will you let yourself free.
The river gently flowing, mountains to the seas,
Experience so much, lives its life so free.
Twisting and turning,
Changes in view.
Never the same old thing, always something new.
The river gently flowing, mountains to the seas.
The red hazy dusk, the captivating dawn,
These simple thing around us into which we are drawn.
Take the black and the white,
The good and the bad.
Don't shelter your mind, be free with yourself.
The red hazy dusk and the captivating down.
Scarred Life
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these scars on my wrists
tell a story of pain
depression and tears
of life experience
hurt, loss and gain and pain
over all of the years
these marks burried deep
they hurt at the time
scarred onto me
it made sense
tormented, torn, lost in time
reminder of it to me
each one it burnt
its own reasoning
marked out something
different
i did it to my own self
look back wondering why
the times moved on
things have changed
im different now
to back then
stronger, wiser, different guy
from who i was then
meeting people
and living my life
a family of friends
by my side
grew, developed, built and grown
stronger person now
so these scars on my wrists
have their stories from pain
how i've grown stronger
confident, happier a better life
they hurt no longer
How do you see me
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am i unhappy would you see me depressed
how is my outwards glow to the rest
how do you perceive me
happy or sad
indifferent, good, or bad
how are my moods do i often seem stressed
is my mind often turmoiled does it seem rather messed
how do you perveive me
gloomy or glad
peacefully passing or rather mad
how so you see me when im feeling my best
when im feeling positive trying to impress
is it a good thing
or at all false
am i living without a pulse
(to be continued...)
Crazy Feelings
this feeling inside me i cannot describe
i am not happy nor want to run and hide
not feeling content nor unfilled
something new to me not sure what it is
not quite exhaused nor wide awake
not sitting still nor do i shake
fire not quite burning mor icy cold
not getting younger or feeling old.
(to be continued...)
More to be put up, all I could be bothered with typing out for now.
And I shall close with my latest philosophy:
The people we meet, the places we go and the events which we experience define who we are. Our titles, jobs and possesions merely define what we have and what we do in a day to day insignificant manner. Whch is to say we are a collective conscience as our interactions with each other makes and builds who each individual truely is. Our bodies being tools of manufacture allowing the construction of each other to occur in terms of this interaction. We are a manifestation of many people.
Take Care Xx.
anywayz about your piercing thing if your still interested.even if you've done one in your mouth on your own before dont do another one.you could hurt yourself really badly(I've already done it!)
but everywhere is kinda okay aslong as you use the right equipment and you feel secure and steady be careful of your eyebrow with a needle though
ears are fine to go for but draw a dot firs it can come out very uneven!!
and you shut up about my pics mister"I loooove to pose"!