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...relationships suck....

Well no I guess not...but the pain/break up part does...

My last long term/serious relationship ended 7 months ago, and I was still trying to get over him. He was the first guy that ever said "I love you" and we went through a lot together. The things he said to me were one in a million...I thought...
We broke up twice and always talked about getting back together when he got back from Taipei...So I would still talk to him a lot. And today we were IMing and got into the relationship convo again...and after everything he said to me etc...he said that he had moved on and wanted to just stay friends and not try again...

I felt like my heart got wrenched out...

I guess I'm doing a little better since I haven't seen him in so long and I can cope...but still. It hurts to know that it's ACTUALLY over...We had so many memories together and I still have some of his things and a jacket he bought me...for quite a bit of money too...And now I can't look at them, for now anyway. Hopefully this passes soon, but it still leaves me feeling empty.

I guess I'm glad to have it pass and be able to start moving on for real...but still...I guess it will take some healing...

as always, thanks for listening guys <3 it means a lot to know you care...