Okay, new week = new post!
This last weekend pretty much didn't exist for me. Husband was working, which meant I was working alone at home. With 3 kids. And my girlfriend's dog. I've also been babysitting both my Girlfriend's house and her next-door neighbor's place. Since they're both on holiday.
BUT... I get my Jessica back tomorrow (Fingers crossed). She was supposed to be back sometime today or Tuesday. Tuesday night at the latest. I can't wait!
While she was gone I got bored. I mean REALLY bored. I mean, gnaw your own leg off kind of bored. lol. I cleaned my girlfriends house a LOT. I mean, it doesn't look like someone robbed her or something, but I scrubbed the kitchen floor on my hands and knees and got all sweaty and soapy and wet
...
lol. I vacumed and took out the trash and did tons of dishes. I meant to do a lot more, but it's been so Gorram hot outside that I couldn't keep it up. Not with my 3 kids and her dog all running around.
It was so hot that I got sunburn INDOORS! But anyone who knows me can tell you that's pretty normal. I think I'm the only person I know who gets MOONburn.
I'm so photosensitive, you'd think I was albino or something. But I'm not pale enough. That and the red hair and freckles kinda defeats that idea. Definately not albino.... I'm just a vampire. A severely unorthodox vampire. lol
Bloodsucking... Check
Super-sensitive to light... Check
Allergy to Garlic... Check
Loathing of crosses... Ummm, Not Check. lol
So, I seem to have made a couple more friends here over the last several days. Which is great. I love having people I can actually talk to about stuff, who share similar interests or whatever. My husband is into his electronics, PC-games and really, that's it. My girlfriend Jess is into SCA and history, but we can also talk about kids, finances, shopping (both of us have the same way of shopping.... try and find it cheap and stock up while you can... rarely if ever ever do "girly" shopping). Jess's next-door neighbor and I can talk about kids and relationships and music and pretty much anything that pisses us off. And that's really the extent of my social network outside of the internet.
But on the internet, I can talk to my family back home (like talking to my cousin without her mom knowing, but that's a whole other blog), I can talk to friends from High-school, and I can meet awesome new people who have a lot in common with me. People who I'm not affraid to open up to because of being judged or something. I guess it's just easier to talk to you lovely people because I already know we share at least something in common. We have SG. Myspace is harder because there's a lot of assholes there just trying to sell you something or boost their friend numbers so they feel significant.
I love online flirting. You already know I'm a swinger. The hard part for me is to not get emotions involved. Honestly, I still have emotions. I still have a huge part of me trying to find that "special someone". My husband and I are more like brother and sister, but I'm not going to become some statistic and split up just because I'm not in love with him, and never have been. My kids deserve to grow up with both of us around. Ideally I'd be polyamorous, but my husband is afraid I'd leave him if I fell in love with someone who could theoretically take care of the us better. You know, even if I never got to meet the person, I just want to be able to fall in love again. I want to feel the rush and thrill of a new relationship, to be able to flirt and talk and fell a little bit of risk in my life. Even knowing that it wouldn't go anywhere.
Anyways, I'm thrilled about the new haircut I'm getting. If I can't get ahold of my normal girl by this weekend, I'll do it myself. Now all that's left is deciding what color! You can check my last blog (August 2nd) to see the what I'm going to do.
This last weekend pretty much didn't exist for me. Husband was working, which meant I was working alone at home. With 3 kids. And my girlfriend's dog. I've also been babysitting both my Girlfriend's house and her next-door neighbor's place. Since they're both on holiday.
BUT... I get my Jessica back tomorrow (Fingers crossed). She was supposed to be back sometime today or Tuesday. Tuesday night at the latest. I can't wait!
While she was gone I got bored. I mean REALLY bored. I mean, gnaw your own leg off kind of bored. lol. I cleaned my girlfriends house a LOT. I mean, it doesn't look like someone robbed her or something, but I scrubbed the kitchen floor on my hands and knees and got all sweaty and soapy and wet
...
lol. I vacumed and took out the trash and did tons of dishes. I meant to do a lot more, but it's been so Gorram hot outside that I couldn't keep it up. Not with my 3 kids and her dog all running around.
It was so hot that I got sunburn INDOORS! But anyone who knows me can tell you that's pretty normal. I think I'm the only person I know who gets MOONburn.
I'm so photosensitive, you'd think I was albino or something. But I'm not pale enough. That and the red hair and freckles kinda defeats that idea. Definately not albino.... I'm just a vampire. A severely unorthodox vampire. lol
Bloodsucking... Check
Super-sensitive to light... Check
Allergy to Garlic... Check
Loathing of crosses... Ummm, Not Check. lol
So, I seem to have made a couple more friends here over the last several days. Which is great. I love having people I can actually talk to about stuff, who share similar interests or whatever. My husband is into his electronics, PC-games and really, that's it. My girlfriend Jess is into SCA and history, but we can also talk about kids, finances, shopping (both of us have the same way of shopping.... try and find it cheap and stock up while you can... rarely if ever ever do "girly" shopping). Jess's next-door neighbor and I can talk about kids and relationships and music and pretty much anything that pisses us off. And that's really the extent of my social network outside of the internet.
But on the internet, I can talk to my family back home (like talking to my cousin without her mom knowing, but that's a whole other blog), I can talk to friends from High-school, and I can meet awesome new people who have a lot in common with me. People who I'm not affraid to open up to because of being judged or something. I guess it's just easier to talk to you lovely people because I already know we share at least something in common. We have SG. Myspace is harder because there's a lot of assholes there just trying to sell you something or boost their friend numbers so they feel significant.
I love online flirting. You already know I'm a swinger. The hard part for me is to not get emotions involved. Honestly, I still have emotions. I still have a huge part of me trying to find that "special someone". My husband and I are more like brother and sister, but I'm not going to become some statistic and split up just because I'm not in love with him, and never have been. My kids deserve to grow up with both of us around. Ideally I'd be polyamorous, but my husband is afraid I'd leave him if I fell in love with someone who could theoretically take care of the us better. You know, even if I never got to meet the person, I just want to be able to fall in love again. I want to feel the rush and thrill of a new relationship, to be able to flirt and talk and fell a little bit of risk in my life. Even knowing that it wouldn't go anywhere.
Anyways, I'm thrilled about the new haircut I'm getting. If I can't get ahold of my normal girl by this weekend, I'll do it myself. Now all that's left is deciding what color! You can check my last blog (August 2nd) to see the what I'm going to do.
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