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Carson Shitty, NV

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Tuesday May 08, 2007

May 7, 2007
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Okay, rant-fest part deux...
On top of all of the crap I had going on in my head yesterday, very early this morning, I found out that my brother, who is barely 15, is about to become a daddy.........

His ex-girlfriend thinks she's abot 4-months along. She's a total slag and has tried everything she could to ruin my poor brother's life. She has said that if the baby is his she is going to just give it to her mother. Believe me, that is a fate worse than death! Her mother, who she is now living with, was boucing up and down excited that her 14-year-old daughter is pregnant. She also has been trying to get her daughter to date several older men, has been buying her cigarettes for years... and I don't even know how or why she's even IN her daughter's life now, because right after getting out of the hospital she abandoned her with her father and only showed back up when she was 7 or 8, and only off and on since then. Is this the kind of person you'd want raising another baby? HELL NO!

If my brother turns out to be the father, he is taking her to court for full custody. The problem with that is, by the time the baby is born he'll be a 15-year old sophomore in highschool. Regardless of if he has a job or not, there's no court in the world who'd give him custody of a child, regardless of biology...

I have offered to raise the baby and still allow my brother to be in her life, and I know that my stable family life will give our side a much better shot in court. But I don't want to end up fighting my stubborn, naeve brother in court for custody of his own child later on. I can't believe he was such an idiot after seeing everything I went through with relationships, emotional breakdowns and kids... I know we all have to make our own mistakes, but it's reallyu hard seeing someone you care so much about making the same mistakes you did, or worse... taking the fast-track to self-destruction.

My grandparents are cut off. I can't believe how badly they're treating my folks. When they went to evict them, they took my mom's big sister as back-up in case there was "trouble"... ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!? On top of that, they've offered to let my parents stay temporarily in another home they own... but there are several problems with that. For one, it's a condemned building! My mother is supposed to go in for yet another cancer-surgery in 2 weeks, and has to be moved into a condemned building within that 2 weeks, and of course the assholes aren't offering any help or sympathy. I guess they figured I was going to be irate at them because my grandmother (who calls me for every mundane holiday) didn't call me at all for my birthday. I have started writing a long-ass letter asking them how they could treat my family as horribly as they always have, and telling them precisely what I think of them. I don't care if they dis-inherit me. It's not like they're rich or anything. In fact I don't think my grandfather has filed federal income tax since the 80s... confused

On top of all of the stuff going on in my head, I have to file an affidavit for my friend Chris's custody hearing. I can't focus on writing it. I promised I'd give it to him last week, but I haven't even sat down to finish typing it yet. *sigh*

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

* I've got my mother-in-law coming here at the end of the month for a 5-week-visit

* My husband is getting sent to Greece

* My sister-in-law is trying to visit, even though I had my husband ask her not to

* I'm getting ready to fly home if I can find a way, to help my parents pack, move and fix up a condemned house to where it's at least livable

* I've got 3 kids to take care of, one of whom is developmentally challenged

* My 15-year old brother may be a father around October and there's a good likelihood that I'll be raising her (not at all a problem, but it is something I stress about, because in a way I have to get the family ready for another baby.

* My husband was planning to get out of the military, but if we will be raising this new baby, he wants to stay in for the health-care and benefits. (what a sweet guy, right?)

* It's that time of the month so I'm already edgy and under-the-weather.

* My friends are really busy this time of the year doing ren-faires and things. So I rarely have a chance to really cut loose or unwind.

* I've got an in-home doctor's appointment Thursday so I have alot of minor cleaning to do

* My trash pick-up guys have skipped my street AGAIN, so there's recycling and trash everywhere!

* I've relapsed and picked up my insomnia again. When I CAN get to sleep, it's like pulling teeth trying to wake me up. In fact you practically have to do just that. lol

* My husband has switched shifts at work AGAIN, so our schedule is really messed up

* My SG shoot last weekend went well, but there's still stuff to do to get it in and accepted. No real stress there, just takes up a fair bit of my thoughts. smile

* My kids are all sick.

* Potty training is being a royal pain in my ass.

* basically I've got alot to deal with right now and the whole friends' divorce and my own possible slander suit is just icing on the cake.....



Rant part-deux over. lmao

Hey, at least I've got a place to rant where I don't have to worry about what I say or who is going to find out I said it! It really does help. Thanks again guys! kiss

VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
metatag:
With all of that going on I hope your set is accepted. I read about it in the Hopefuls group and it sounds like you found a great location.

Best of luck.
May 8, 2007
bashster:
wow your goth club sex story kicks serious lezzy ass i shouldn,t read that shit before work trousers and hard ons ahem do go together at least with jeans you can shove it down the sied.awesome story
May 10, 2007

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