First and foremost...... I know certain people hate it when I post things in all my journals.
So Im adding tot his one...........
Read this, and take from it what you want. If you have anything negative to say in regards to it, in my interest. Dont bother. I dont want to hear it. If you are my friends youd be there to support rather then ridicule or rub it in my face. Put yourself in my shoes........... HOW THE FUCK WOULD YOU LIKE IT?
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"Becareful not to lend your heart out."
That's what my friend Keith told me.
Those are probably the best words of Advice I have ever receieved.
It's just not fair in the end.
It always ends like this......
One minute your fuckin someone.
Three days later, they commit to someone else.
All you have to thank is this fuckin site.
It's evil, but hey at least I know what I was good for......... right?
Im not going to act like nothings wrong, im not going to clap my hands and rejoyce. Especially after all the stress Ive delt with........ dude, straight fuck that. No sugar coating, im blunt and honest. Im down right fuckin bitch, and you mix that with the slightest bit of EMO-tivity I have going on in this head of mine........ your in for one hell of a treat.
Don't get me wrong. Really, this tops the cake. I could care less. I hope and wish for all the hapiness in the world, but this blog is mine, and its for me. So deal with it, I did.
It's quite comical actually. To look at things from a bigger perspective. To sit and observe. To remember, that once was you (me). Wait, I've heard that before......... oh yeah, that was a text send to me! Hahahahaha. Its so funny, to me. Im actually laughing. Woah.........
To think I gave up parts of me, I will never get back. You know I never thought you could put a price on anything emotional, but this woah........... yeah. It's funny cause this is where all my problems started. How the fuck can I be so stupid, really? .........( I told you, this is about me. Not out to hurt anyone else. So if it does...... QUIT READING IT).
I sat at band practice for a good 2 hours. Being the center of criticism. Theyre right....... Im a fuckin sell out. I just want to smack myself in the face and call me stupid. I backed out on my friends and my responsibilities, for what? Oh my my my ........... Im at the point where I am shaking my head and laughing hysterically. Seriously, its about time I go crazy. There is no one to tell me to calm down. Im alone. In the middle of no where. Oh my fuckin god!
CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT!
STOP!
What the fuck am I doing! hahaha
So not the drama!
I think I need a drink. Being I dont have access to a drink.... I need to clean............ STAT!
So Im adding tot his one...........
Read this, and take from it what you want. If you have anything negative to say in regards to it, in my interest. Dont bother. I dont want to hear it. If you are my friends youd be there to support rather then ridicule or rub it in my face. Put yourself in my shoes........... HOW THE FUCK WOULD YOU LIKE IT?
------------------------------------------------------
"Becareful not to lend your heart out."
That's what my friend Keith told me.
Those are probably the best words of Advice I have ever receieved.
It's just not fair in the end.
It always ends like this......
One minute your fuckin someone.
Three days later, they commit to someone else.
All you have to thank is this fuckin site.
It's evil, but hey at least I know what I was good for......... right?
Im not going to act like nothings wrong, im not going to clap my hands and rejoyce. Especially after all the stress Ive delt with........ dude, straight fuck that. No sugar coating, im blunt and honest. Im down right fuckin bitch, and you mix that with the slightest bit of EMO-tivity I have going on in this head of mine........ your in for one hell of a treat.
Don't get me wrong. Really, this tops the cake. I could care less. I hope and wish for all the hapiness in the world, but this blog is mine, and its for me. So deal with it, I did.
It's quite comical actually. To look at things from a bigger perspective. To sit and observe. To remember, that once was you (me). Wait, I've heard that before......... oh yeah, that was a text send to me! Hahahahaha. Its so funny, to me. Im actually laughing. Woah.........
To think I gave up parts of me, I will never get back. You know I never thought you could put a price on anything emotional, but this woah........... yeah. It's funny cause this is where all my problems started. How the fuck can I be so stupid, really? .........( I told you, this is about me. Not out to hurt anyone else. So if it does...... QUIT READING IT).
I sat at band practice for a good 2 hours. Being the center of criticism. Theyre right....... Im a fuckin sell out. I just want to smack myself in the face and call me stupid. I backed out on my friends and my responsibilities, for what? Oh my my my ........... Im at the point where I am shaking my head and laughing hysterically. Seriously, its about time I go crazy. There is no one to tell me to calm down. Im alone. In the middle of no where. Oh my fuckin god!
CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT!
STOP!
What the fuck am I doing! hahaha
So not the drama!
I think I need a drink. Being I dont have access to a drink.... I need to clean............ STAT!
mercie:
talk to me online when you get home. i don't know what happened... but you can talk to me if you like... xo
fragglerocker:
um..im confused..i know i was the one u were talking about postnig stuff in all ur blogs...um call me muffin Stat!