Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
As gay as this may sound.
I was on my 2 hour drive to my parents,
for the weekend. Which turned to be very numb
and painful.
I decided to listen to a few CD's of mine from start to end.
I have to say if there is one CD I have that fits every emotion I have or had felt....... it would be Kelly Clarksons -Breakaway.
Definately Definately love the lyrics.
Im such a lyric fanatic.
Another CD worth checking out......
Isle of View.
Their music is rather addicting.
Theyre on myspace....
Check em out.
P.s.
Update...
I got my blood work done finally. Hoepfully this will give some insight. My doctor had no idea what was going on either...... ::raises fist::
my boss called and asked me to come back to work monday...... MORONS. I gave them my notice.
Something I learned today...... Dot has an Alias and goes by Tom!
::Shrugs::
Ive been doing alot of preaching to myself. Well just in general. Things I usually tell other people. Things that might help other people think, that maybe would help myself.
- Rule of 3...... Karma, its all fait.
- In order to enjoy the good in life, you must experience the bad.
- To cry is to know that your alive!
- You dont have to forget something, just forgive it. People make mistakes, people learn from them.
- Your only human
- Its only for the best, you're the best.
- Whats done is done, its in the past. I love myself more than ever. (3 of swords)
- Stand up and fight for what you believe in. IF it doesnt get you anywhere, at least you gave it an HONEST try.
- Be who you are, not who you think people want you to be. If they cant accept you for you, they probably arent worth having around anyway.
- Live life one day at a time. Be sure to tell everyone how greatful you are for them, because youll never know if youll have the chance to do it again.
-Lifes to short, Dont take it so seriously, yet still not for granted.
- oh and fuck you, blow me. If you dont like what your reading, then go take 2 knitting needles and do us all a favor and Gouge your fuckin eyes out. (sorry its like teretz.... i get a lil violent sometimes!)
Im going to now go outside and smoke a cig........ hopefully BEARS dont find me!
then of to fight my sister for my old bed back!
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say when everything's said?
Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring him back again?
I hate myself for loving you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
As gay as this may sound.
I was on my 2 hour drive to my parents,
for the weekend. Which turned to be very numb
and painful.
I decided to listen to a few CD's of mine from start to end.
I have to say if there is one CD I have that fits every emotion I have or had felt....... it would be Kelly Clarksons -Breakaway.
Definately Definately love the lyrics.
Im such a lyric fanatic.
Another CD worth checking out......
Isle of View.
Their music is rather addicting.
Theyre on myspace....
Check em out.
P.s.
Update...
I got my blood work done finally. Hoepfully this will give some insight. My doctor had no idea what was going on either...... ::raises fist::
my boss called and asked me to come back to work monday...... MORONS. I gave them my notice.
Something I learned today...... Dot has an Alias and goes by Tom!
::Shrugs::
Ive been doing alot of preaching to myself. Well just in general. Things I usually tell other people. Things that might help other people think, that maybe would help myself.
- Rule of 3...... Karma, its all fait.
- In order to enjoy the good in life, you must experience the bad.
- To cry is to know that your alive!
- You dont have to forget something, just forgive it. People make mistakes, people learn from them.
- Your only human
- Its only for the best, you're the best.
- Whats done is done, its in the past. I love myself more than ever. (3 of swords)
- Stand up and fight for what you believe in. IF it doesnt get you anywhere, at least you gave it an HONEST try.
- Be who you are, not who you think people want you to be. If they cant accept you for you, they probably arent worth having around anyway.
- Live life one day at a time. Be sure to tell everyone how greatful you are for them, because youll never know if youll have the chance to do it again.
-Lifes to short, Dont take it so seriously, yet still not for granted.
- oh and fuck you, blow me. If you dont like what your reading, then go take 2 knitting needles and do us all a favor and Gouge your fuckin eyes out. (sorry its like teretz.... i get a lil violent sometimes!)
Im going to now go outside and smoke a cig........ hopefully BEARS dont find me!
then of to fight my sister for my old bed back!
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say when everything's said?
Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring him back again?
I hate myself for loving you