I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
News flash. My shoulder and neck are still screwed as fuck. One of the physical therapist at work took a look at it. Apparently I have this knot and kink in the back of my neck, and a very big knot on my shoulder. The tendons are tense between my neck and shoulder. I was told it will take days to owrk thru it and work them out. Not to mention the painful joint alignments today that i had to experience. First guy who has ever put me in a headlock and got away with it!
So Ive been in a slump lately. I have my reasons. Although, my mind tells me to smack myself around a bit and wake the fuck up.
Talked to the lovely fragglerocker today. I miss her sooooooo much! At least were close and can chill soon.
Watched some law and order SVU
Accomplished a 1/2 hour of DDR on work out mode.
Helped my lovely room mte mercie out with her hair.
Then i took the opportunity to kill some time.
Apparently Im seeing the world thru all sorts of different colors.........
check these out.
I love the rain. It makes everything seem so peaceful.
"boulevard of broken dreams"
"the shade of blood on the keys"
Now my favorite............
Can anyone guess what this is ?
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
News flash. My shoulder and neck are still screwed as fuck. One of the physical therapist at work took a look at it. Apparently I have this knot and kink in the back of my neck, and a very big knot on my shoulder. The tendons are tense between my neck and shoulder. I was told it will take days to owrk thru it and work them out. Not to mention the painful joint alignments today that i had to experience. First guy who has ever put me in a headlock and got away with it!
So Ive been in a slump lately. I have my reasons. Although, my mind tells me to smack myself around a bit and wake the fuck up.
Talked to the lovely fragglerocker today. I miss her sooooooo much! At least were close and can chill soon.
Watched some law and order SVU
Accomplished a 1/2 hour of DDR on work out mode.
Helped my lovely room mte mercie out with her hair.
Then i took the opportunity to kill some time.
Apparently Im seeing the world thru all sorts of different colors.........
check these out.
I love the rain. It makes everything seem so peaceful.
"boulevard of broken dreams"
"the shade of blood on the keys"
Now my favorite............
Can anyone guess what this is ?
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laika:
hello you... guess who!!
laika:
from the transfer and merging of accounts, some of my friends on my friends list duplicated. So i had to delete one... so in deleting one, it deleted both. Please accept my new request!