Just can't look
its killing me
And taking control....
Jealousy,
turning saints into the sea.
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis,
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes.......
Last night, I closed the door. Shut the lights off to the world.
Gazed up into the darkness as I layed apon my back. Overwhelmingly surprised, I forgot about the stars. All of them. I started to peer at them all, and count one for every friend Id make a wish for, then the one for myself. I dont know what Id wish for. Maybe satisfaction. For its the one thing in my life, I truley lack. I'm never satisfied.
I think Im going to go down to the lake today. I havent my car, so I think I'll walk. Write, Read, Sing a lil. Maybe take some pictures. ::Shrugs Shoulders:: I dont know.
Every now and then I need to excape. I need to just go away. To clear my mind, to examine my thoughts. To tell myself, things are going to be ok. TO take a big deep breath in............. Then Exhale.....1234.
Im still in some serious pain. So im going to attempt to work out, and focus on otherthings rather then just sit around here......So while I get right on top of that, WHy dont you give this a shot......
Q.O.T.D.
1. If you had all the stars in the world to wish upon. To what and to whom would you wish for?
(read my journal)
2. When your in pain, I mean real pain physical pain. What do you do to get rid of it?
Take lots of pills and try to ignore it.
3. In myspace.....Ive come across this......
Go to the person's page who posted this bulletin and leave a comment starting with "Remember that one time" and then write a favorite memory you had with that person. Then copy and repost this blog to see what your friends say about you. You can answer this for number 3. But I want you to pick 3 people from your friends list. Leave them a "remember" comment. When you look back at all the funny memories, it helps lift your spirits........ Then post it in your journal, let the memories pour in.
its killing me
And taking control....
Jealousy,
turning saints into the sea.
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis,
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes.......
Last night, I closed the door. Shut the lights off to the world.
Gazed up into the darkness as I layed apon my back. Overwhelmingly surprised, I forgot about the stars. All of them. I started to peer at them all, and count one for every friend Id make a wish for, then the one for myself. I dont know what Id wish for. Maybe satisfaction. For its the one thing in my life, I truley lack. I'm never satisfied.
I think Im going to go down to the lake today. I havent my car, so I think I'll walk. Write, Read, Sing a lil. Maybe take some pictures. ::Shrugs Shoulders:: I dont know.
Every now and then I need to excape. I need to just go away. To clear my mind, to examine my thoughts. To tell myself, things are going to be ok. TO take a big deep breath in............. Then Exhale.....1234.
Im still in some serious pain. So im going to attempt to work out, and focus on otherthings rather then just sit around here......So while I get right on top of that, WHy dont you give this a shot......
Q.O.T.D.
1. If you had all the stars in the world to wish upon. To what and to whom would you wish for?
(read my journal)
2. When your in pain, I mean real pain physical pain. What do you do to get rid of it?
Take lots of pills and try to ignore it.
3. In myspace.....Ive come across this......
Go to the person's page who posted this bulletin and leave a comment starting with "Remember that one time" and then write a favorite memory you had with that person. Then copy and repost this blog to see what your friends say about you. You can answer this for number 3. But I want you to pick 3 people from your friends list. Leave them a "remember" comment. When you look back at all the funny memories, it helps lift your spirits........ Then post it in your journal, let the memories pour in.
wolfj:
I think I missed something, what happened to you that your in pain?