xviolentxbeautyx

Its definately been a long interesting week. To say the least.
I just keep finding myself at square one.
Ehhhh, Sometimes I want to rip my hair out.
I hate it. The panic, the anxiousness. Its gotta go.
like for real yo!
lol
I really need to focus on getting my shit together again.
Im losing it.
I dont know what to do with myself.
Im afraid that Im just going to fuck up.
Failing scares me.
Im too good of a person to let something so little bring me
down.
I want to do better.
I need to keep busy, Even just to keep my mind free.
Im doing the exact opposite.
Staying up all night, sleeping all day.
Tremendous amounts of alcohol and liquor.
GOing out and getting crunk'd
Breakin hearts, bustin skulls.
I need to slow down and catch myself.
Before I get out of hand.
Really.
REWIND..........................

( This is what happens when I watch movies like Donnie Darko)


Pic of the Night!

Its moments like this, that crack me the fuck up!
Thanks Mercie