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dissapointed
Im dissapointed in the fact that things dont go my way,
Im disspointed in the fact i cant look away.
Im sick and tired of always looking back
Im sick and tired of the boldness that I lack,
Im tired of putting my foot forward and always falling behind
Im tired of being the person keeping other people in mind.
I lye to myself and im sure ive lyed to you.
the truth is I dont know what i am to do
forgetting and forgiving
this life that i am living
each day after next
all these words i put in text
I keep running around in circles
like wheels on bycylces
Making my self nautious
not so very cautious
I need to sit on back
time to relax
Why do I always try
when all my efforts die.
I want my effort to suceed
I want to be first in deed,
It never seems to be good enough
Everything I do is rough
One day Ill come out on top
then all this madness im sure shall stop
Im tired of every flaw being right
I just want to have one perfect night.