Tuesday Nov 01, 2005

0
I woke up and it was gone.........

I dont even know how i am going to get home from work.


If i didnt have to go t work I swear I would be having a breakdown right now.

Im trying so hard to keep it together.

Friday Oct 28, 2005

0
( I was in myspace convo with my previous room mate mercie. Whom which i happen to adore and love so much. I miss you! I was discussing with her my current situations and how things are looking up but get harder as they go. I found my self explanning a recent state of mind from the other night. One I have never really...
Read More
sbmick:
Wow, i'm sorry to here about all the bad shit hun, I hope you get feeling better soon biggrin

I use to have really bad anxiety attacks, then i just learned to tune my mind out.
sdlrow:
Didn't learn much, just said that because of allergies and iron staining my skin I still have a bit of a black eye. Took 2 1/2 hours to tell me that, I hate doctors. Sorry about saying hi and leaving last night. I was at my folks and as soon as I signed on my dad needed to use the computer. And by the time I had got back on you were already away. Anyway, i hope you feel better and hopefully I get to talk to you more this week then last week. kiss

Tuesday Oct 25, 2005

0
Here is a funny story for all your pure enjoyment......
youll appreciate this one.



So everyone stashed their wonderful sex toys in a specific place. The top dressure drawer, the medicin cabinet, under the bed, night stand, you get the point. well when i retired the clit beater the last time I placed it back in the pouch i keep it in, then i remember...
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
fragglerocker:
haha..once reagan found some jelly cock rings and came out of the bedroom wearing and showing off her new rings..LOL
tehpeanut:
lol thats funny...i want something like that to happen to me

Monday Oct 24, 2005

0
Why bother being happy.
when someone always has to come along and crush your spirit.

BAH.


I started my new job.
Its cool. Im the secretary for HR at the hospital.
I even have my own office sorta-kina!

You have to walk in my office to get to the director of H.R.'s office.

i didnt get much done today. Im still waiting for my lon-in...
Read More
tehpeanut:
honey....i think you need a new daddy and im in the same boat as you....you cant let him get you sad..you look so pretty happy and i dont like to see ppl sad....ill come over and kick his ass for you and you can have my insurace when i get a car again...hugs

Saturday Oct 22, 2005

0

The coulds are damp

the sky is grey.

Summer is gone

The kids wont play.

There is nothing to do

theres no where to go.

So I sit here alone

to wait for snow.

to fall from the sky

and paint the trees.

to bring along

a brisk winter breeze.

to open my eyes

chill me to the bone.

to turn this beating heart

right...
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
mercie:
you're going the same place too? mad, i mean. wink

I dug out my wedding dress for halloween. It fits loosely, but nothing I can't wear. Hello Corpse Bride.

Grand Central is having a costume night on Halloween. And a contest. If you'd like to come. ♥
sdlrow:
kiss

Thursday Oct 20, 2005

0
Black Label Society is playing tonight at Nations.
I have a plus one.
Unfortunately, I dont have a way there.
I hate when people say theyll go, then say they don't know.
Oh well, unless if i find someone who is wiling to drive and pick my ass up in the middle of nowhere,
looks like ill be shit out of luck..........

but, what else...
Read More
mercie:
I would offer to take you to this if I had no plans darling but I already do...

Also, YAY FOR JOBS! biggrin Tell me all about it.

Wednesday Oct 19, 2005

0
my nipples are oddly swollen today.

They hurt.

Im soaking them in salt water.

Interesting metod.

Unfortunately...........

I have to use a baby cup.........


TO FIT OVER MY NIPPLE!

Sometimes i hate having big knockers.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
sbmick:
frown Sorry hope your nipples get to feeling better. biggrin
nickzut:
well if u need help with them let me know

Monday Oct 17, 2005

0

Read More
sdlrow:
My drive was much shorter
mercie:
Wow that's a suckass drive.

You know, maybe I do a lot of drugs or something, but who the hell is Adam? confused

xoxo babe...

Tuesday Oct 11, 2005

0
After a very long bad day and emotionally exhausting night.........

Looks like My mom, Both sisters, my niece and myself will be heading to St. Louis to visit my Grandpa (last one standing) and to Illinois to pay our respects to my grandpa that just passed away.

My dads not to happy with my decision to go. Its only 2 days of work that the...
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
sdlrow:
Hey, I re-re-rebought an account, i wanted to let you know. I'm sorry about your grandfathers. My last grandma/grandparent died last thursday. And actually I was just in St. Louis this morning. but I hope it all work out alright.
sdlrow:
NO SHIT!?!?! That's crazy. Too bad I didn't decide to rebuy my account earlier. That would have been cool. I was in the Union Station. I was staying at Hyatt Regancy at that mall. We might have literally been in the same building at the same time!

Tuesday Oct 11, 2005

0
Bad day.

I woke up early, I prepared everything ahead of time for my hearing. I left early, only to deal with my car problems. It takes like 15 minutes to get it to heat up because it keeps stalling and jumping when its idle. If i take my foot off the gas before it heats up it stalls. So finally at 12 pm I...
Read More
laika:
Looks like we both had pretty shitty days!!! mad

I am really sorry about your grandpa, thats so very sad. frown

Saturday Oct 08, 2005

0
So I was reading Morgan's journal.
She mentioned something about eyes.
That when your with someone and you truley love them,
you see them. If you dont, you look thru them. More so at your own reflection.
I find this true in every aspect.
I couldnt have said it better myself.
When I read her journal It reminded me of song lyrics.

"Maybe Not"...
Read More
wolfj:
You have me! I know I'm only on the internet and I don't count for much but hey, don't be lonley, I don't like it when your sad.

Thursday Oct 06, 2005

0
My car died again today.

I was 10 min late for my interview.

I spent 4.5 hours there.

I found an employer but not job.... just yet.

Everyones at the myspace party at fletchers.

Everyones going to be at the ottobar for BTD tomorrow.

Keith asked if I was going to the after party,

I had to tell him I wasnt going at all.

My...
Read More
Load more