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Nowhere Anything Somehow


if only i was what i am
if only i wasn't what i'm not
if only truth were true

then i might have my conscious will

timing is anything
its metronome is the hearbeat of essence
in this existence of blindness

reason without truth
makes this dream of mine
to be lived, to be seen, but never to be real...

where nothing...
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Effort


empty space

persuasion

flesh and bone

elation

balance?
extremities never even things out

suffering

sexuality

time is mine to give and take

i tried so hard to be emotionless

success

Cold

when it feels angry
when it feels lost
when it feels hopeless
then the plan is working

holding on to nothing-
its perception of everything
all it feels- reactions to the illusion
breathing means loss

but life is its delusion

consciousness it knows
an unconscious world of slow torture
life and time from the single mind of all
it IS all- with a mechanical...
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ok, here goes everything. not that anyone would or should have any reason to read this pathetic excuse for a journal, consisting entirely of other people's words, quite frankly, but for those in the poetry group that might perchance peruse it today, being the day we're to post some of our stuff, what follows in the next few entries are a few short poems of...
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"you must be an acrobat
to talk like this, and act like that"
-U2

i can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful
so unloved for someone so fine
i can feel so boring for someone so interesting
so ignorant for someone of sound mind

-a. morissette

i want something good to die for...
to make it beautiful to live
-QOTSA, 'go with the flow'

"too much love can kill you"

-queen

And the train conductor says
"Take a break Driver 8 Driver 8 take a break
We've been on this shift too long"

And the train conductor says
"Take a break Driver 8 Driver 8 take a break
We can reach our destination but we're still a ways away"

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"it's better to burn out than fade away..."

(n. young; quoted by k. cobain in the last goodbye)