Thursday Feb 12, 2004

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i hate myself and i want to die.

but i need eveybody to help me do so- just a little bit at a time. deal?

wait, what am i saying? it's not like anyone's ever had a choice in the matter- that's your job, after all- you don't even know what you're doing.

same as it ever was.

time is a prison.

Thursday Feb 12, 2004

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every dog has his day.


i hope.
flux:
I'm sick of people asking me where I'm from in Oregon. "I'm not from this godforsaken state, you fuckers! I'm from Georgia!" At least Ecuador's a place to be proud of.
flux:
No, I'm German/Brit/Slav/Cherokee.

Tuesday Feb 10, 2004

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diane and the dark
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it begins with so little- a glance... a look... a gesture. down the hall from me lives an enigma; an amalgamation of light and contradiction. i knew who she was. magazines adorn her image. movies capture her presence. i caught another glance in the elevator today. she was too busy talking to him to notice me. sometimes, at night, i...
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tastysoup:
it's ok to not be a nice person. i haven't figured out whether i'm a nice person or not. i think i am for the most part. but not on the inside. where the organs are.
jimmyjoe:
i quote you : > and i don't really know anything about lovers-(snip)... but she's not- he's (i'm) delusional, even hearing voices that aren't there

i'll be your danny elfmann if you're my sophia coppola ;-)

(now, that sounds far worst that it is, really ;-)


[Edited on Feb 11, 2004 11:30PM]

Monday Feb 09, 2004

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roethke:
No, I was in Park City because I do like film. I also did a few things for Tromadance. I just like antogonism occasionally and I dislike snowboarders. One of my close friends was in charge of X-dance, and so I found myself at a variety of their events.

But, thankfully, I am not an actress and I have a tendency not to come off so well with actors in general.

I think it's silly when people say they did SG for personal expression or some othe similar nonsense.
jimmyjoe:
nor only is the image BIG, your 'getting hot" section is looooong and it's a BLAST smile

thanx, that cheered me up smile
just one problem: there can only be ONE Batman :-)

Friday Feb 06, 2004

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lost in elara
a fake name
a pretend idea

lost within the darkness
her voice calls me
within the avenues of mind

a stage of longing (in katie)
like a mechanism to reflect all i lack
and all it's such foolishness to believe in

lost in being (erin)
all that i am
and all that's left to hold on to

the fullness of nothingness
fills...
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jimmyjoe:
hey, i'll come back to ya later, i have to run to the stooodio.
whitenoise:
exactly. a fake name. a pretend idea. this site isn't gonna do you any good. you're smarter than that........good luck

Friday Jan 30, 2004

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anarchstsrpretty:
thanxx fro the drop of melancholy in my journal page
well appreciated kiss

and not for you..by one of the best cynics every to write...

My tears are like the quiet drift
Of petals from some magic rose;
And all my grief flows from the rift
Of unremembered skies and snows.

I think, that if I touched the earth,
It would crumble;
It is so sad and beautiful,
So tremulously like a dream.
anarchstsrpretty:
Dylan Thomas....one of my favorite hardcore melancholics
and
NYU...not me..i was meeting my Italian tutor there
that is all..

Sunday Jan 25, 2004

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er:
ha! word.
twwly:
i live out in the country! there is no city near me for 3 hours.

smile

Wednesday Dec 24, 2003

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And Howie speaks my words today:



I's the Perfect Time Of Day
I's the last day of your life


The end is the beginning-
And every point between



Some are lost




Some are lost
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flux:
naked lunch and a few miscellanies.
moniker42:
Mike Leigh is mega-ultra brilliant.

The first time I saw Naked I nearly wet myself.
His other movies are amzing as well, but naked is profoundly good.

I've rented it at least a dozen times since then.
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