All I've ever really wanted was just to hold on to some little piece of all this thing is supposed to be. I'm a total failure in so much of what I try to do through no fault of my own- it's inherent to the very structure of this madness. So typical are the moments I'm racing to try and finish some small portion of...
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anderswolleck:
whuzzup man, hwos it going
lucylynne:
hahaha! Yeah i been fucked up on Oxycondon for three days! Feel pretty wacked out! Shadow got us tickets to see Dead Can Dance in October which should be a bunch of fun. It will be 2 days after I turn the big depressing 26! I was planning on Armin van Buuren but we think we are going to see Gabriel and Dresden instead. I love their music, and their sets, and they are playing with Markus Shultz! Whatcha think? PVD is going to Central Park in August so i will be there probably. We are going to NYC either Sat. or Sun. this coming weekend for the international food festival! Love that shit! I want to see the Crystal Method so badly! Them and James Holden! Have you heard of Greg Benz? Shadow just got a killer set from him online!
Stay hungry.
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lily:
Maybe it is all drama, at the same time also very real.
Goodbye
Goodbye
alexis:
Did you move to florida?
Oh trust me, I have no problem staying hungry.
Oh trust me, I have no problem staying hungry.
Reality is an idea born of opposition. Everything's related; a single thought reshaping itself in a simple equation of reversal. Nothingness reverses itself to become everything, and awareness of self (the conscious mind) is found through interaction with all that is the reverse of self (the subconscious mind) to create existence. Reason and judgement contrive its mask of free will as it charts the course...
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lucylynne:
I am naturally a suspicious person, so i am always second guessing situations and most of all, people themselves. Of course I feel as though I get cheated, many times, though I am not sure the context you are referring too??
chanel:
St. Catharines eh? hahaha I went to highschool in that town. Full of deadbeats and druggies at that.
The only thing that scares me is everything.
The only thing I fear is fear itself.
The only thing I fear is fear itself.
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annalee:
What do you mean exactly? but yes it can be! 
annalee:
Oh I understand now. I think you put that very well, to describe the same feeling I probably would have said, most things I see make me want to cry, a photograph, an object, a person, an immense crowd of people. I understand and am aware of that feeling.
Life is about gain and loss.
Gain.
Lose.
Heartless.
Cold.
Gain.
Lose.
Heartless.
Cold.
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starry_eyed:
it's by choice, i'm not straight edge. and you can back up your reply any time you want. doesn't mean i agree with you by any means. and by leaving a comment, it leads me to believe no matter what you said after a gender verification that it did make you rethink your reply.
lucylynne:
Wow. thats quite a story! As for pimping it, I say go for it! Harlem was looking pretty good! You just live everywhere dont you??? Kinda sounds like a lifetime adventure to me!
There's something on the other side.
I think I know what it is.
r e f l e c t i o n s
I think I know what it is.
r e f l e c t i o n s
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anderswolleck:
its a character from dead ringera
anderswolleck:
i dont have spellcheck and i dont edit. every writer makes mistakes. its called interns
build
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little tiny frozen particles of time
orbiting themselves magnetically
fitting will into components of design
spinning little webs of symmetry
fabricating aggravating lies
everywhere aligns to laugh at me
anger stole the innocence of time
wisdom claimed my sensitivity
seasons change the answers questions find
adding bits to cycles endlessly
architecture's framework the design
trapping hope inside eternity
____
little tiny frozen particles of time
orbiting themselves magnetically
fitting will into components of design
spinning little webs of symmetry
fabricating aggravating lies
everywhere aligns to laugh at me
anger stole the innocence of time
wisdom claimed my sensitivity
seasons change the answers questions find
adding bits to cycles endlessly
architecture's framework the design
trapping hope inside eternity
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fringes:
Anything that saves me precious time is MUCH appreciated. Thanks for the tip! 
lucylynne:
cool poem! I am still envious that you are going to the WMC! GRRRRRRR!
Spring is on its way.
composition
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we love me, but we don't know who i am
(caught between this world i have and all i plan)
it's something, but we don't know what i am
(barren places, empty faces- cold and blank)
word is bond.
life
__________
we love me, but we don't know who i am
(caught between this world i have and all i plan)
it's something, but we don't know what i am
(barren places, empty faces- cold and blank)
word is bond.
life
lucylynne:
I wouldnt go as far as to say i am on my moral high horse. Lets not get mean here. I simply believe that the monster is a creation of the world he was introduced too, and that world was cruel towards him. Like how you said we can go on and on about what Dr. F should have done, we can go on and on about what his monster should have done as well. Though, the good Dr. did have a much more extensive education and a proper upbringing in human society. So I hope i didnt rub you the wrong way (no pun intended), but the monster def. got most of my sympathies, literature is meant to create conflicts and various opinions so in the end to each his own. I only felt badly for his actual victims, not for the Doc.
I gotta talk to ShadowCast about what party we are going too. I have no $$$ so i cant go to FL, but we are def. planning on seeing a show in the city, perhaps u can light a fire under his but!
[Edited on Mar 11, 2005 9:51PM]
I gotta talk to ShadowCast about what party we are going too. I have no $$$ so i cant go to FL, but we are def. planning on seeing a show in the city, perhaps u can light a fire under his but!
[Edited on Mar 11, 2005 9:51PM]
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alyk:
well, good for you...that's fucking adorable...g.g. is my ultimate guilty pleasure & i'm totally ashamed to admit it...not sure why...so, thanks...i might come out of the g.g. closet now...
lucylynne:
Ok. here is my arguement:
Frankenstein was playing god when he made his monster. He didnt think out the consequences of his actions and when he finally completed his experiment what does he do? He abandons his creation and leaves it to fend for himself. Why should his creation suffer for his stupidity and fear of the unknown? Not to mention the fact that the monster had a big heart and only wished for a little kindness to be shown towards him, which humans refused to give him and even his own creator showed how much he hated him. He was an unfortunate outcast who chose violence when he had no where else to turn. People believed him a monster therefore he acted like one eventually. In psychology they call that the looking glass self. Dr. Frankenstein should have at least attempted to see what kind of person he made, instead of judging him by appearance (appearance which he himself created) and taking him for a demon! OK. there's part of my argument. hehehee
PS> u going to the WMC??
Frankenstein was playing god when he made his monster. He didnt think out the consequences of his actions and when he finally completed his experiment what does he do? He abandons his creation and leaves it to fend for himself. Why should his creation suffer for his stupidity and fear of the unknown? Not to mention the fact that the monster had a big heart and only wished for a little kindness to be shown towards him, which humans refused to give him and even his own creator showed how much he hated him. He was an unfortunate outcast who chose violence when he had no where else to turn. People believed him a monster therefore he acted like one eventually. In psychology they call that the looking glass self. Dr. Frankenstein should have at least attempted to see what kind of person he made, instead of judging him by appearance (appearance which he himself created) and taking him for a demon! OK. there's part of my argument. hehehee
PS> u going to the WMC??