I do not think that just because something is there you have to confont it but just that people shouldnt ignore everything. That wasnt what I was trying to explain and I have altered my entry to note that.
I did not say you have to look at everything just because it is there I just think its a shame to ignore everything but of course people do what they want and that is fine and of course all you can do is try and make your life as happy as you can. So maybe I didnt explain that properly when I said about not fininding it satisfying it was just to say more that what it is interesting or enjoyable is the outcome and not the process which is hard to take sometimes but is necessary and I have learned to look past. I never said that it would be less fulfilled if you werent aware of these things I just wanted to defend my reasons and explain that I wasnt doing anything wrong or just trying to do it for 'image' reasons which one person had implied. It made me think and try and explain how I felt. I certainly dont think anyones opino is wrong but you do know when someones interpretations of you are. This was just a resoponse to one comment and not any kind of attack or judgement on other people.
[Edited on Jun 10, 2005 12:23PM]