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I feel much better today instead of sitting in my room crying for the past too nights i decided to go out, ok I didn't decide to go out the first time my friend who is going threw some simelar shit just told me to come over and we both cried and we went for a walk, but at least we didn't feel alone. We both decided we both need to go out and have fun and fourtunatly next weekend is the 18th annual waterloo busker carnival so we are going to go there to try and have a good time and go out to some nightclubs and dance afterwords. Tonight I went to the my best friend and biggest cause of my current depresions apartment and we watched a movie together and laughed and it felt good to know that she dosen't hate me and that things can still be good between us. I have plans for the weekend to try to keep my mind off all of the shit i'm going threw and I start my thearapy on monday. I will post that video game blog it just took me a hour to type it last time and just typing it made me feel better. maybe next time or maybe i won't post for a week and i well be all happy about the busker carnival and i well post happy pictures, I still need to cry a bit so that all.