xtrememeow

Why do I love so much
And feel unloved
Why would I die for you
When youre the one who wants me dead
Why do I feel so happy
And so sad when Im around you
The feelings I have
I love so much
And have never felt before
But It is the feelings I fear
For they can make me happier then I have ever been
Or destroy the few joys I have left
Shall I shut myself in for eternity
Or shall I walk in the sun and moonlight
Shall I tell you how I feel
Well it make things better
Or will I keep lying to myself
And will I die on the inside
Can I still listen to those songs I love
The ones that remind me of you
Shall they leave me full of glee
Or make me lament
These thoughts have been tearing me apart
If I tell you how I feel
Well I work out how I dreamed it
Or will it end up a nightmare
Or will everything stay the same