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That's it i'm done being fucking depressed apart from being sick as hell my life is finally going in a good direction and i was just to stupid to realize it. First of all I finaly have a group of friends that care about more then just video games, and this new group of friends is actully alot bigger them my old group of friends...
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I have a whole lot of stuff i want to write, but i have felt really bad for the past few weeks because i have a ulcer and can't sit down to wirte long because my insides hurt maybe i well be feeling better in a few days and will be able to write all of the crap i want

I feel much better today instead of sitting in my room crying for the past too nights i decided to go out, ok I didn't decide to go out the first time my friend who is going threw some simelar shit just told me to come over and we both cried and we went for a walk, but at least we didn't feel alone. We...
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I typed up aa long blog about video game addiction but it screwed up and i don't feel up to writing it again right now

Why do I love so much
And feel unloved
Why would I die for you
When youre the one who wants me dead
Why do I feel so happy
And so sad when Im around you
The feelings I have
I love so much
And have never felt before
But It is the feelings I fear
For they can make me happier then I have...
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I have a trampoleen (that has to be spelt wrong) i am scared of it i will kill myself eveyday i stare at it for 5 minutes then run away

crap the two people i was supossed to go to ozzfest in toronto with both decided they couldn't go on friday tried to get new people all weekend, but i failed so now i have two extra tickets, if anyone actully reads this in the toronto area and wants free ozzfet tickets fot tommorow message me.

still not sure if it was the smartest of dumbest thing yet, mafe my appointmaent to get my other arm tattooed and got my eyebrow pireced today, or yesterday, and went out with one of my best friends, who i haven't seen i awhile and we got kicked out of the club. So really awesome stuff and shity stuff also happened that I would prefer...
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I may have done the smartest or dumbest thing ever today, msybe when i'm noy completely drunk i'll know. happy be-lated canada day.

Here in this lonely City
I have no place to call my home
No Friends to share the good times
Not even good times to call my own

Sleeping in my cardboard castle
As the rain drenches my feet
This rotting log my pillow
This tattered sweater my sheet

Could you spare a dollar mister
For a helpless person on the streets
I won't spend...
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At work last night my friend came up to me and out of the blue was like, you wanna go to Toronto tommorow, anyway I just got back bought me some hot new shirts at black market and scared the crap out of my anut by walking into her house and yelling boo. it was awesome