So, I Put new pictures in my photoalbum thingy.
you know.. the thingy.... yeah
so people should totally check them out.
So, I put my two weeks notice in at work, an di know its stupid but i dont have another job lined up yet.
but, im pretty much guaranteed at This clothing boutique like.. 3 doors down from my current employer, and if not that, than Home Depot {my dad has a hookup} and then if all else fails i can go back and work for my uncle at Boze.
But, yeah so i've kinda had alot on my mind.
one thing is something my boyfriend said to me the other day. I'm totally... like sprung over him. I definatly don't love him yet, but i can definatly see myself falling for him. And he basically told me {these aren't his exact words} that any girl he's ever loved, was because he loved them as a friend first. and then eventually it developed into something more.
Well him and i met, Hit it off, and started dating.. now, 5 months into it {19 weeks to be exact. as of.. like.. 45 minutes ago} im starting to think.. like what if i end up falling in love with him, and he never falls in love back? I mean.. i know thats far away, But i dont want to put mysellf into a situation where i am going to get my Heart broken. I'm not asking him to be like "chelsea, DOn't worry i'll definalty fall in love with you." But maybe like "oh, yeah chelsea about what i said... Don't worry, im sure its not a trend. Or, i'm sure that it doesnt HAVE to be driends first.." maybe just like.. a litlte push of hope? Maybe I'm asking too much. Maybe i'm thinking too into this. Am I? I havn't said ANYTHING to him because 1. I don't want to freak him out and 2, Im probably wrong anyways.
but yeah. I'm also thinking of moving out. Not on my own, but with 3 other room mates. Maybe only 2. I know it will be hard, but i think we can do it.
And if we do.... ::GETS REALLY EXCITED:: I can start getting work done without my grandma freaking out!!
I think the first thingim going to do, is get the back of my neck and eyebrow pierced and possibly my totoro tattoo.... ^_^. I havn't decided where i am putting it. And it sucks, because i know exactlly what i want, but i cant find a good picture or screen shot of it.
Its actually similar to Lyxzen's {god how i love hers... MM..} only.. minus the stop sign.. and not on my back. and also, he's making a different face.
For those of you who've seen the movie, its when all the raindrops fall on him and he gets like really excited. That face. I want it.
RAWR. bUt like i said, I havn't found a good place for it yet.
any idea's?
and.. well now i will leave you with.. random pictures.
you know.. the thingy.... yeah
so people should totally check them out.
So, I put my two weeks notice in at work, an di know its stupid but i dont have another job lined up yet.
but, im pretty much guaranteed at This clothing boutique like.. 3 doors down from my current employer, and if not that, than Home Depot {my dad has a hookup} and then if all else fails i can go back and work for my uncle at Boze.
But, yeah so i've kinda had alot on my mind.
one thing is something my boyfriend said to me the other day. I'm totally... like sprung over him. I definatly don't love him yet, but i can definatly see myself falling for him. And he basically told me {these aren't his exact words} that any girl he's ever loved, was because he loved them as a friend first. and then eventually it developed into something more.
Well him and i met, Hit it off, and started dating.. now, 5 months into it {19 weeks to be exact. as of.. like.. 45 minutes ago} im starting to think.. like what if i end up falling in love with him, and he never falls in love back? I mean.. i know thats far away, But i dont want to put mysellf into a situation where i am going to get my Heart broken. I'm not asking him to be like "chelsea, DOn't worry i'll definalty fall in love with you." But maybe like "oh, yeah chelsea about what i said... Don't worry, im sure its not a trend. Or, i'm sure that it doesnt HAVE to be driends first.." maybe just like.. a litlte push of hope? Maybe I'm asking too much. Maybe i'm thinking too into this. Am I? I havn't said ANYTHING to him because 1. I don't want to freak him out and 2, Im probably wrong anyways.
but yeah. I'm also thinking of moving out. Not on my own, but with 3 other room mates. Maybe only 2. I know it will be hard, but i think we can do it.
And if we do.... ::GETS REALLY EXCITED:: I can start getting work done without my grandma freaking out!!
I think the first thingim going to do, is get the back of my neck and eyebrow pierced and possibly my totoro tattoo.... ^_^. I havn't decided where i am putting it. And it sucks, because i know exactlly what i want, but i cant find a good picture or screen shot of it.
Its actually similar to Lyxzen's {god how i love hers... MM..} only.. minus the stop sign.. and not on my back. and also, he's making a different face.
For those of you who've seen the movie, its when all the raindrops fall on him and he gets like really excited. That face. I want it.
RAWR. bUt like i said, I havn't found a good place for it yet.
any idea's?
and.. well now i will leave you with.. random pictures.
Ok buh bye now
cld:
Muahaha subliminal messages are awesome.