I need Help.
seriously... i have been so depressed lately... and i seem to snap so easily. I have this huge fear that i am going to lose my boyfriend because i just keep snapping at little things and getting angry and flipping out. Theni feel so bad and i tried to apologize, but i know it doesn't change what already happened. And the 'i'm so sorry' does nothing to help me. Mainly, i just say it because it needs to be said and i want Mehdi to know that I am sorry.
but, it doesn't make me feel any better about how childish i acted.
And the thought of losing him breaks me heart. I don't want to push him away. I don't want to keep getting angry and starting these little fights because he's going to get sick of trying to be a good{understatement} boyfriend and he's going to get fed up with it, and leave. I do NOT want that to happen. So, I'm going to try to find help.
Does anyone have any advice for me?
I just.. don't want to lose the most amazing person to cross my path so far.
He means the world to me.
seriously... i have been so depressed lately... and i seem to snap so easily. I have this huge fear that i am going to lose my boyfriend because i just keep snapping at little things and getting angry and flipping out. Theni feel so bad and i tried to apologize, but i know it doesn't change what already happened. And the 'i'm so sorry' does nothing to help me. Mainly, i just say it because it needs to be said and i want Mehdi to know that I am sorry.
but, it doesn't make me feel any better about how childish i acted.
And the thought of losing him breaks me heart. I don't want to push him away. I don't want to keep getting angry and starting these little fights because he's going to get sick of trying to be a good{understatement} boyfriend and he's going to get fed up with it, and leave. I do NOT want that to happen. So, I'm going to try to find help.
Does anyone have any advice for me?
I just.. don't want to lose the most amazing person to cross my path so far.
He means the world to me.
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gujsel:
hi my sweety ....what you have written on your newspaper is already a lot important for you .....this is great help for you .I hink that the persons whom they love to us understand these periods.... The life is short tries to find something of positive in all also in these ugly periods and it will even go better.excuse for my English bad one, I hope that you understand ...... 
metropunk:
Just chill. . . .sit down alone for a moment and ask your self whats wrong. . . .you probably know whats wrong without actually knowing. . . .if that makes sense. . . .hope you figure things out and all goes well soon