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Ok here I sit the last time I wrote was when me and my girlfriend broke up. Well now here's an update on it all... She's is now with my best friend of 3 yrs. They both lied to me over and over, they would say they were in love with me and at one point they hated each other cause of an ex. But now him and her are together. Sicking isn't it? If they wanted to date they could of just said something instead of me finding out on my own by VIEWIN it personally.

Here's the wonderful part of my update. My ex boyfriend is back. He and I have been on again off again for a year or so. We get scared and we run. Or do other stupid things. I can't get him off my mind no matter how hard I try and it seems he is the same way. I love him to death. I just I hope and pray that this either ends wonderfully or we end it as friends cause if we keep going and keep ending on bad notes giving it a couple months then trying again over and over for the rest of our lives we are slowly killing ourselves from a broken heart.


So there ya go my life as confusing as it is... lol