xsuicideboyx

Dont know why i'm writing this, but I'm taking a break from my portfolio for OCAD.
Have you ever been realy destructive? The last couple weeks has been the craziest fukin blur. I've never fukin partied so hard. Every fukin night it seems. I cant even seem to get out of it. It just keeps on goin and goin. I dont drink hard liquor cause i always end up starting a fight with someone ( i dont like to fight ). But somehow, i always end up having a couple shots of jaggermeister and scotch. when the fuck did i think i wouldn't get arrested for half the shit i do???? Sometimes i dont even do cool stupid shit. I'll walk down the road on the way to a bar, and knock down the fuckin mail boxes...what the fuck is that? The other night, i fukin tattooed GIVER on my fukin knuckles (without ink...im not that stupid)...the sad thing is, the scar is still there, and i fukin like it. Laura, who is one of my bad influences, let me tattoo giver on her ass....so hot. I realize that me and my partners in crime, never leave a bar on our own will, we always get kicked out for starting fights,....... I dont fukin know anymore!

Oh well...I guess it makes me happy
i'm a shit head...i gotta deal with it