Am I the only one who ever wonders what the real purpose of blogging is? It is like giving a speech to an empty auditorium. I never know what exactly I should do to suit my points to whomsoever may happen by them. All the same, if you have gotten thus far, greetings!!
Friendly reader, I have happily continued to improve in my financial status since these last two years of continuous poverty. The economy has not done me well, and only now am I beginning to feel like I should return to expecting better things of myself besides just survival. It is sad to realize you have had to lower your standards in life to the point all you hope for is simply to exist. I feel I have lost some of my dreams somewhere along the way, and I don't have any idea how to snatch them back from the ether. I have had such dreams as most people can only HOPE to have. If only others could comprehend the level of absurd fantasy I inadvertently realize in my most heartfelt dreams then they could see why I feel like such a miserable failure for making so little headway in my life. I am not unaccomplished and yet I have a sizable ambition, though my hope rarely feeds it.
In any event though, I am glad to have returned to this site, which has gradually become among my favorites of all places on this vast internet. No social networking site could ever afford me the capacity for expressing the truth as I feel I can here. At best I am a pale comparison of myself elsewhere, whereas here I feel I can be naked with you all, as many of you fine looking women have been with me...and other members as well. I give you thanks, all of you, for your honesty. To me honesty and sincerity are perfectly complimented by nudity. Being candid is the greatest gift we have to give as people, so I am truly grateful for this opportunity to express myself. Thanks again!!
Friendly reader, I have happily continued to improve in my financial status since these last two years of continuous poverty. The economy has not done me well, and only now am I beginning to feel like I should return to expecting better things of myself besides just survival. It is sad to realize you have had to lower your standards in life to the point all you hope for is simply to exist. I feel I have lost some of my dreams somewhere along the way, and I don't have any idea how to snatch them back from the ether. I have had such dreams as most people can only HOPE to have. If only others could comprehend the level of absurd fantasy I inadvertently realize in my most heartfelt dreams then they could see why I feel like such a miserable failure for making so little headway in my life. I am not unaccomplished and yet I have a sizable ambition, though my hope rarely feeds it.
In any event though, I am glad to have returned to this site, which has gradually become among my favorites of all places on this vast internet. No social networking site could ever afford me the capacity for expressing the truth as I feel I can here. At best I am a pale comparison of myself elsewhere, whereas here I feel I can be naked with you all, as many of you fine looking women have been with me...and other members as well. I give you thanks, all of you, for your honesty. To me honesty and sincerity are perfectly complimented by nudity. Being candid is the greatest gift we have to give as people, so I am truly grateful for this opportunity to express myself. Thanks again!!
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And also, life has been kinder to me recently. I am still shorter on money than I should be, but much better than I have been. My boom and bust has been more boom of late. I actually got paid for two days of work recently that I never even worked, and it was not a mistake or something I should fear anyone finding out about; it simply was the result of just how insanely managed my workplace is. For a 150 year old company they have learned nearly nothing about how to manage their employees. Anyway, so the extra money is really working for me.
"It makes me smile, but makes me sad too. I'm definitely a creature of the woods. I had no cellphone until late 2010 when I came to Italy. The less I own the happier I am."
-I love your attitude, Feyne!