xsilentxninjax

6 more days of misery

shivering, shaking..
alone, thinking..
wanting, waiting..
weaping, hurting..


i feel as though i am alone in my feelings.
as if i am the only one that cares.
constantly wishing to know what you think, and how you feel.
i can't eat, can't sleep.
my heart feels heavy,
and it sinks into the pit of my gut.


shivering, shaking..
alone, thinking..
... waiting..
... hurting..


alone i wonder..
do you miss me as i miss you..
are you thinking about me as i think about you..
do i even cross your mind..
are you watching the same stars as i am..


shivering, shaking..
alone...
.....
... hurting..


i want to end it..
the pain,
the unsetteling feelings..
this life..


.....
alone....
.....
... hurting..