xsickboyx

so i am back in the city. and would give anything to know that you aren't within my reach. i hate knowing that every other day i'll breathe you in. you like a cancer that is slowly killing me. the weird part is...i don't want to be cured. i'd rather just let you slowly turn me into nothing. rot with me.

i swear life was so good before i laid these pathetic eyes on you. you're like a total sun eclipse. i know i should look and wal away from you but i can't. i am caught here staring. burning out my eyes if only to see you smile.

and thats what kills me. your smile. i have never in my life seen something so pure. so warm. but i know that there are skeletons hiding behind your teeth. because you never use the word that i know deep down you want to speak. stop. reflect. think. then speak.

you're breaking me. but not before i break you. this is my call to arms. this is my d-day. this will be my finest hour.