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I feel so drained. Mentally. Emotionally, Physically. This year has truly worn me down to the lowest I have ever felt. But in a weird way. I have never felt stronger. I want to give up, but I am too stubborn to. I've done this life shit alone for a long time. Why start relying on people now?

Black Friday and I have returned to SG. After a long hiatus and a really rough year I am back. I am going to be updating and posting new pics in the upcoming days. Hope to make some new friends and talk to some old ones soon.

Another day. Another dollar. Sore back. Stress. I just want sommething more than this. This is the endless cycle. Im sorry for my inactivity here. That will hopefully change

Blogging. Im starting to doit more and more. I am actually thinking about doing a youtube vlog. Just an idea. I enjoy it. Lets give people a look inside my mind.

In rerospect...I shoulda just typed this blog out....[VIDEO][/VIDEO]

Hello again friends. Sittin at work, getting ready to leave I am realizing that I really need to do something with my life. Im thinking about changing my major from video. Game art to journalism. But what I am doing right now working at a mental hospital third shift is just wearing me down.

Okay so its been a while. Le me update you on ll that has been going on. I moved..again. This time t a nearby town called Moosic. My roommate, whom I took in because she needed a place to stay nafter getting out of prison apparently didnt learn. She stole from me. I found this out before I finished moving. Im a gamer, and my...
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So I did a shoot with someone, a friend of mine that wants to join the site. Going to be doing the "hopeful" shoot sometime this week, after the rest of the application process is completed. I have the weekend off. Gears 3 beta released on Monday, and that is my weekend plans.