Cameron had surgery a few days back, so I'm updating to let everyone know that he is doing really well. I mean, he can do it himself, but you know how it goes.
Since I totaled my car last tuesday, I haven't been able to get out on my own much, I've been driving my mother's Tahoe, and my dad's truck, both are extremely large, and are about three of my car. 41 mpg - my aveo v.s. 12 mpg my mom's Tahoe.
Needless to say, with all of this hermitness, I haven't talked to my beloved Cameron a lot lately. I guess it's because I tried to push him away, and I feel bad for it, but he's a keeper. He proved so by standing by me through my hissy fit. Yeah..
Funerals are coming and going. I recently lost a very VERY close friend , and on the way to her veiwing is when i had my wreck. That really gave me a reality check. We think we're invincible, but we're not. Stephanie, if you can see this, I love you, and something tells me you were protecting me, especially when the Officers, and nurses, and whatnot told me that it's a miracle that I walked away from that. I'm doing fine now, I still have a concusion, bruised ribs, whiplash, and minor other bruises and cuts, but I will live. I was fortunate.
We moved Cameron's visiting back to May. I feel terrible, but April is my busiest month, not only that, but I feel like with the recent happenings, I need time to myself to regain the Kayla he loves, you know?
I feel a bit selfish, but I adore this boy, and if he were a stuffed animal, well. I'd carry him around like he was my life support.
Anywhore, I need to go put gas in the mammoth that is my mother's vehicle.
Pee south.
-- Kayla.
Since I totaled my car last tuesday, I haven't been able to get out on my own much, I've been driving my mother's Tahoe, and my dad's truck, both are extremely large, and are about three of my car. 41 mpg - my aveo v.s. 12 mpg my mom's Tahoe.
Needless to say, with all of this hermitness, I haven't talked to my beloved Cameron a lot lately. I guess it's because I tried to push him away, and I feel bad for it, but he's a keeper. He proved so by standing by me through my hissy fit. Yeah..
Funerals are coming and going. I recently lost a very VERY close friend , and on the way to her veiwing is when i had my wreck. That really gave me a reality check. We think we're invincible, but we're not. Stephanie, if you can see this, I love you, and something tells me you were protecting me, especially when the Officers, and nurses, and whatnot told me that it's a miracle that I walked away from that. I'm doing fine now, I still have a concusion, bruised ribs, whiplash, and minor other bruises and cuts, but I will live. I was fortunate.
We moved Cameron's visiting back to May. I feel terrible, but April is my busiest month, not only that, but I feel like with the recent happenings, I need time to myself to regain the Kayla he loves, you know?
I feel a bit selfish, but I adore this boy, and if he were a stuffed animal, well. I'd carry him around like he was my life support.
Anywhore, I need to go put gas in the mammoth that is my mother's vehicle.
Pee south.
-- Kayla.
but first i want to say im glad his surgery went well. i also want to say thank you for the kind words about my recent situation. all i can tell you is no, its not selfish to want to regain your energy and also BELIEVE in the unseen.