hey gals and gentlemen... haven't been updating much cuz my internet has been down and i hate the dingy basement my dad's computer is in.
got word from missy the other day, i'm cute but the set was too boring... alright, third time's a charm? it's hard coming up with interesting sets when you live where i do. we don't have many cool abandonned buildings or anything, no public parks that are empty enough to do sets (even if the weather was nice enough, but it's not), my property is all very open to the neighbour hood, so no privacy there...
my mom doesn't work so she's always home and nosing around when my fiance and i are here... no privacy. i'm really struggling... i have a couple great ideas but they won't work out until the weather clears up a bit, and some of them i need some money for props etc, and as i don't have a job, i don't have any... ugh.
as well, my weekend has been ruined. i was supposed to get my hood pierced tomorrow, but the pierced had to change it for some reason... so now it probably won't be til next weekend... poop.
i HATE planning mods and then not getting them. it throws me off so bad. i'm way to addicted and obsessed with my mods. when its planned and gets ruined i get upset... cuz the thought of altering my body makes me feel better about myself.... so then when it doesn't happen, well, it has the opposite effect. its just always been one of the only things that makes me feel attractive... if not to anyone else, at least to me.
as well, i was supposed to head up to wasaga beach with my boyfriend and his pals (it's his friends' prom so they invited us up for the after party), but for some reason something didn't work out, so now it's just another weekend in b town... getting into mischief and being lazy.
meh. i just want this month to be over.
got word from missy the other day, i'm cute but the set was too boring... alright, third time's a charm? it's hard coming up with interesting sets when you live where i do. we don't have many cool abandonned buildings or anything, no public parks that are empty enough to do sets (even if the weather was nice enough, but it's not), my property is all very open to the neighbour hood, so no privacy there...
my mom doesn't work so she's always home and nosing around when my fiance and i are here... no privacy. i'm really struggling... i have a couple great ideas but they won't work out until the weather clears up a bit, and some of them i need some money for props etc, and as i don't have a job, i don't have any... ugh.
as well, my weekend has been ruined. i was supposed to get my hood pierced tomorrow, but the pierced had to change it for some reason... so now it probably won't be til next weekend... poop.
i HATE planning mods and then not getting them. it throws me off so bad. i'm way to addicted and obsessed with my mods. when its planned and gets ruined i get upset... cuz the thought of altering my body makes me feel better about myself.... so then when it doesn't happen, well, it has the opposite effect. its just always been one of the only things that makes me feel attractive... if not to anyone else, at least to me.
as well, i was supposed to head up to wasaga beach with my boyfriend and his pals (it's his friends' prom so they invited us up for the after party), but for some reason something didn't work out, so now it's just another weekend in b town... getting into mischief and being lazy.
meh. i just want this month to be over.