A lot has happened the past two years. I've been struggling with many inner demons. Stress from both work and school and my personal life left me feeling like I was constantly in shambles. I was stuck in an emotionally abusive relationship, and I was always in denial of it. It messed with my mindset and I was constantly thinking about self harming, and if it would be better if I wasn't around. I never truly realized how it affected me as a person. I felt bad for partaking in the wonderful SG community, and anything I said or did felt wrong. Gas lighting, neglect and constant fighting. Two weeks ago, I discovered that my spouse of 4 years was cheating on me. I grew up watching my mother suffer in relationships and I decided "Screw this guy. No more. I deserve better.". And I left that day before he got home. It felt like my life was just done.. but surprisingly, I've never felt better. A few days later, I attended Anime North for my birthday weekend with all my friends. Never before have I felt so good, surrounded by people who share the same passions and interests as I do. I made so many new friends and I had a new confidence that I've never embodied before. I felt like Savvy again. Needless to say, I'm moving forward and I don't miss him anymore. Everything happens for a reason. We should never settle for less because there's so much more to life than being with someone who takes every bit of you for granted. I'm gunna rock the rest of 2017. And I want to thank all my lovely followers (and new ones as well) for the love on my most recent set and constant love and support. I treasure you all deeply. Xoxo. ❤️❤️
Ps- if there are any lovelies struggling with depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts or you are stuck in a bad relationship and need help. I'm always here for you. I'm just a message away. Stay gold guys. ❤️☺️
