xpeachesx

so i was on my kness for an hour yesterday.......wheewphhh! tires a girl out.

baby J's bedroom is almost finished. looks so freeakin amazing. me and my slut worked for a week on it. were totaly control freaks. i love working together with him on things. i esp. love thinkg about it an laughing.

i have a really hard time with anger. more so when im on the road and i want people to drive a certain way....perferably on the road,......in a straight line......so ive lost my patience by the time i turn into my driveway. As i pull in i see two ducks, a male and a female sleeping together, with their beaks tucked under their wing, by a puddle in the middle of the parkinglot.

i am grateful to be clean (lucky for them or i would have ran them over) all jokes aside i actually felt something good twing inside me. like tony soprano, did you see that episode where he watched the ducks swim around in his pool and he cried like a mother fucker after.

sometimes theres so much beauty it hurts.