today has been an absolutely successful day.
i decided a few nights ago that i wanted my own little ecosystem going on in my room, complete with lights and water. i figured what better than to get a little aquarium! of course i was a bit delusional and way too easily excitable about things and definitely in no shape to go out and purchase anything, considering i was barely getting over my flu. i kept toying with the idea and finally today in a fit of JUST DO IT, ran out to walmart and purchased a little aquarium, came home, and set the little guy up, complete with pink gravel. im way excited. i cant wait to fill it up with fishies and plants, and get this party started.
i also came home with a grip of 88cent candy canes and a new dress for thanksgiving.
so now i sit here at 3:30am, with a wicked end of flu cough, and a cup full of homemade peppermint hot cocoa. i'm contemplating the state of relationships and how ones opinion of them can really change another persons view of that person. its never good to change for anyone, but sometimes i wonder why we get the little inkling that we should. perhaps i'm just young and naive, but at this point in my life i just want to embrace my individuality and hold all my relationships to people around me close. i know 6 months from now i'm going to be missing everything i'm experiencing right now..so why cant i let anything just flow? hm...thoughts sg?
i decided a few nights ago that i wanted my own little ecosystem going on in my room, complete with lights and water. i figured what better than to get a little aquarium! of course i was a bit delusional and way too easily excitable about things and definitely in no shape to go out and purchase anything, considering i was barely getting over my flu. i kept toying with the idea and finally today in a fit of JUST DO IT, ran out to walmart and purchased a little aquarium, came home, and set the little guy up, complete with pink gravel. im way excited. i cant wait to fill it up with fishies and plants, and get this party started.
i also came home with a grip of 88cent candy canes and a new dress for thanksgiving.
so now i sit here at 3:30am, with a wicked end of flu cough, and a cup full of homemade peppermint hot cocoa. i'm contemplating the state of relationships and how ones opinion of them can really change another persons view of that person. its never good to change for anyone, but sometimes i wonder why we get the little inkling that we should. perhaps i'm just young and naive, but at this point in my life i just want to embrace my individuality and hold all my relationships to people around me close. i know 6 months from now i'm going to be missing everything i'm experiencing right now..so why cant i let anything just flow? hm...thoughts sg?
Good luck with the fishies