xolittlehell

If you've read any of my blog posts, you can tell I've been longingly wishing someone I care for would reciprocate my feelings. I think I'm over it. It feels stale and disenchanting now. The realization someone you would die for could not give a fuck if you lived to see another day really can just leave the taste of shit in your mouth. Time...
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I swear you guys, I'm not the saddest person ever. Hahaha. I just realized all my blog posts sound like I'm on the verge of a breakdown. Love is hard and it sucks. Life is good though.. I'm grateful for my feelings. I love to indulge them when I feel them instead of suppressing them. Processing emotions is huge for me since I spent years
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How long will I look outside the window wondering if you'll show up? To a home you've never been to. I can see you smiling with your hair blowing back as you run to kiss me. The soundtrack to our life in my head. You should see your beautiful smile. It's made of the sun, so bright. Your lips like sugar; sweet. I can feel...
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Thank you @randarenae for tagging me!!!

1. What food do you crave most often?

Vegan Funfetti Cupcakes.

2. Can you swim?

Yes1

3. Can you whistle?

Yes!

4. Home on a beach or in the mountains?

One of each, please.

5. Hot Dogs or Hamburgers?

Vegan burgers.

6. Shower or tub?

HOT TUB???? Does that count?

7. How many TVs are in your house?

Five....
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Is anyone else lost in space today?

I'm kind of here, but kind of not. My upper back hurts from being hunched over all the time. A habit I developed from not having enough confidence as a child. You would think as an adult I would learn to stand up straight, because that would logically prevent this issue from happening. Yet here I am, hunched...
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Is anyone else ready for quarantine to be over? I feel like I'm suffocating and my one night a week away from my own home is literally my salvation. Life has been testing me lately. I don't know if I'm growing and becoming stronger, but I feel a shift happening.

I live in constant fantasy to save me from anxiety. I lost someone recently to...
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