Hello all my lovelies
I just got back from lunch with my dad. It's been awhile since we've had some one on one time. It was nice. My dad is a very cool guy, it was nice to have an actual converstion with him, so much better then the usual "hello, how was your day?" Even though I live with him our schedules conflict so I hardly see him I'm such a daddy's girl though.
We talked a lot about life and how strange it is, our regrets, and current events.
Life has a weird way of making the unexpected happen, agree? I was just thinking about myself and where I am in life, how I got to ths point. Hmm I must say I am genuinely happy and I haven't been in a very, very long time.
After a terrible breakup with my ex I thought it was impossible to find myself happy again with another. Now I'm just a little bit wiser and a little bit stronger and just a little less needy. When we first met I thought what could he possibly see in me? What could he like about me? I had such a fear of intimacy and being hurt again. I felt like an empty shell. What did he like about me? my smile? I couldn't figure it out, but I saw him standing clear and I was finally ready to let him in. Now where ever he goes in life I want him to take me with him.
Rob- the thought of you brings a smile to my face. I want people to stop and stare when we are together. I know I'm not perfect but with you I am. I am fragile, and hopelessy in love.
xoxo
I just got back from lunch with my dad. It's been awhile since we've had some one on one time. It was nice. My dad is a very cool guy, it was nice to have an actual converstion with him, so much better then the usual "hello, how was your day?" Even though I live with him our schedules conflict so I hardly see him I'm such a daddy's girl though.
We talked a lot about life and how strange it is, our regrets, and current events.
Life has a weird way of making the unexpected happen, agree? I was just thinking about myself and where I am in life, how I got to ths point. Hmm I must say I am genuinely happy and I haven't been in a very, very long time.
After a terrible breakup with my ex I thought it was impossible to find myself happy again with another. Now I'm just a little bit wiser and a little bit stronger and just a little less needy. When we first met I thought what could he possibly see in me? What could he like about me? I had such a fear of intimacy and being hurt again. I felt like an empty shell. What did he like about me? my smile? I couldn't figure it out, but I saw him standing clear and I was finally ready to let him in. Now where ever he goes in life I want him to take me with him.
Rob- the thought of you brings a smile to my face. I want people to stop and stare when we are together. I know I'm not perfect but with you I am. I am fragile, and hopelessy in love.
xoxo
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