I would just like to take a moment and say how much I miss "Married with Children." Sooooooo good. On to a more serious note. I know it's kinda dumb but yeah I miss the sharnykisses. Not just because I got used to sleeping next to somebody and not because I saw her every day. I miss having that person that would make me smile...
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best quote ever:
"when god made emo kids he took one of my ribs and sculpted all the emo kids in my image."
yup.
XO WeMissIt
"when god made emo kids he took one of my ribs and sculpted all the emo kids in my image."
yup.
XO WeMissIt
I know I don't really know anyone here and this is pretty pointless, but I'm ranting a little. I'm hurt. It's old wounds reopened. the worst part is this is so much better than the first time but I'm so fucking afraid of a second time. I thought this would never happen. I feel so empty.
faye:
It is a very hard thing to move on from something significant...try to put it behind you but never actually heal and step back into it. When it happened to me, it felt like every ounce of hurt that was there before came rushing back at once and I overloaded.
People may argue...but to me, empty is the worst feeling in the world. Worse than loss, worse than being lonely, worse than longing because it's nothingness. Almost like your soul has a huge hole in it and you're losing everything you still have second by second but you don't know how to save yourself.
...I'm rambling...that just struck a chord maybe
I don't know what happened but I'm sorry for it. I hope you find something to pull you back out soon. You don't know me, but you can message me if you need to talk. I'm pretty safe cause to you I'm sure I'm just a no body.
People may argue...but to me, empty is the worst feeling in the world. Worse than loss, worse than being lonely, worse than longing because it's nothingness. Almost like your soul has a huge hole in it and you're losing everything you still have second by second but you don't know how to save yourself.
...I'm rambling...that just struck a chord maybe
I don't know what happened but I'm sorry for it. I hope you find something to pull you back out soon. You don't know me, but you can message me if you need to talk. I'm pretty safe cause to you I'm sure I'm just a no body.
Life just kinda sucks right now. If I'm on here I'm really just trying to occupy my time. I really wish I was a lot farther north right now, I don't need to be in FL right now.
I'll be awake but not available unless your name is Sharnykisses.
I'll be awake but not available unless your name is Sharnykisses.
clio:
Dude, did you get a copy of DEATHBEDS? It's fucking good. xxx
FL has been kinda boring so far. Whatev's. Had my interview finally. Aaron seems like a good guy. He's pushing to get me hired as an assisstant manager even tho I have no prior management experience. I just have to wait for the District Manager to come thru and interview me as well now. YAY! Anywho I have found a yummy new song to occupy...
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sharnyparny:
I've been hit with emoooooooooooo!
ack!
LOVE
ack!
LOVE
faye:
Since you're into being a vandal you may wanna job the urban art group. Show some of your stuff...get the news....meet some like minded folks.
I really loathe not being able to sleep. Whatev's @ Insomnia's dramatic return. Big stupid day tomorrow. Life is pointing all signs to not moving to Canada anytime soon. At least I can get some new shoes tomorrow. I like shoes.
<XO3
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Boo for not sleeping lately. Sux when you get used to sleeping with someone on a nightly basis. Made worse by being spoiled by seeing said person pretty much every day since the dating began. Blah no I haven't gone to bed yet. I tried. Didn't work so well.Blah. "I need out of here, I need my head clear. I know my voice isn't great,...
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Job hunting yielded 2 results. I have to go back and see if I can be a manager over at either Lucky Brand or PacSun. Lucky Brand would only be part time while PacSun would be full time and possibly long termish. Hoping I get PacSun. Keep fingers crossed.
sharnyparny:
Hoorah for PacSun!
So far FL is okay. Family is nice, unfortunately my Dad kinda fucked me over before I moved here. So yeah. Tomorrow is go out and find a retail job day. Weee fun. I hate retail. Maybe I can get something that would transfer me in a couple of months. Aparently I can get a cheap apartment down here tho. Time to see if maybe...
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Blah. Stupidest night ever. Sorry for wanting at least a little bit of affection.
Purchased my plane ticket. Off to Ft. Myers for some time. With the way things are going don't look to forward to me moving to Canada. Tattoo'd fingers are stupid and pointless. Good to know that I'm not really wanted so much anymore. Ever.
PS- forgive my wishful thinking.
Purchased my plane ticket. Off to Ft. Myers for some time. With the way things are going don't look to forward to me moving to Canada. Tattoo'd fingers are stupid and pointless. Good to know that I'm not really wanted so much anymore. Ever.
PS- forgive my wishful thinking.
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xo_wekilledit:
uhh my lj is for my ranting. I'm the only one that can read it.
sharnyparny:
Exactly my point. Noice.