Wednesday Sep 19, 2007

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I know I don't really know anyone here and this is pretty pointless, but I'm ranting a little. I'm hurt. It's old wounds reopened. the worst part is this is so much better than the first time but I'm so fucking afraid of a second time. I thought this would never happen. I feel so empty.
faye:
It is a very hard thing to move on from something significant...try to put it behind you but never actually heal and step back into it. When it happened to me, it felt like every ounce of hurt that was there before came rushing back at once and I overloaded.

People may argue...but to me, empty is the worst feeling in the world. Worse than loss, worse than being lonely, worse than longing because it's nothingness. Almost like your soul has a huge hole in it and you're losing everything you still have second by second but you don't know how to save yourself.

...I'm rambling...that just struck a chord maybe

I don't know what happened but I'm sorry for it. I hope you find something to pull you back out soon. You don't know me, but you can message me if you need to talk. I'm pretty safe cause to you I'm sure I'm just a no body.

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