xnymphetaminex

ive suprisingly gotten my ass in gear and gotten alot done over the last few days. go me.. yee haw. despite a wicked chest cold and spending most of my time coughing up things no human should ever cough up (paints a wonderfully attractive picture doesnt it... haha). my apartments gone from looking like nuclear holocaust to actually clean and livable. im not usually so messy... but i guess i just didnt give a shit for awhile. bad me.. never again

i checked out another place for work and it seems alright... except that id have to put a blank in my lip ring.. i hate having to alter my piercings for work. accept it already society... god damnit. what.ever gets my roommate off my ass will work i guess. plus my bank account is starting to suffer due to lack of income.

been speaking to my exgirlfriend alot lately... although we ended so roughly... the fire still hasnt gone out.. probably because she and i have a tendency to rekindle it knowing that it couldnt work between us... ugh. mindfuck central. that girl drives me bat shit... and yet i still love her... bah.