xmoonpiex

I don't know why, but I feel like I should go to Iraq.

Not as a soldier. I had a shot at that.

I feel like I should go over as a journalist to record what's going on.

I realize this is impossible, but it just seems like something I should do. Like the greatest generation or whatever. History will look back on our time and note what is going on in Iraq.

Here I am just hitting golfballs. Not that hitting golfballs at the driving range is bad. It's better than shooting people. I don't think I could do that. That requires a discipline I neither have nor want.

It would be scary. I just don't know if I have any skills to be useful or would I just take up useless space then end up decapitated on Al Jazeera...

Just a search for meaning I guess.

I should really either get into real news or real entertainment. Entertainment news...I have no fucking soul.

I just have no soul.