I had QUITE an interesting evening. 
BUT...I hate boys. I mean it was still cool though. I called out of work today Im soooooo bad. heh heh. I think I'll spare the details unless anyone is curious...you can im me :teehee: This war junk is really aggrevating to me. I dont like war AT ALL. I mean, I dont think we should let them do...
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BUT...I hate boys. I mean it was still cool though. I called out of work today Im soooooo bad. heh heh. I think I'll spare the details unless anyone is curious...you can im me :teehee: This war junk is really aggrevating to me. I dont like war AT ALL. I mean, I dont think we should let them do... Read More
Today is a little bit better I guess. I feel like poop. I havent gotten a chance to talk to the boy OR the bf. I almost talked to the bf last night but then his friends showed up (What else is new? 
) I think tonight Im gunna see what the boy is doing and try to tell him that Im digging him, which...
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:sigh: sometimes I think life would be so much easier if I was born with no emotions, no capability to feel ANYTHING.I guess Im TOO emotional, which I thought wasnt a bad thing for the longest time, but my ideas on that are starting to change. I dont wanna like this boy. I dont wanna be afraid of what he might say if I tell...
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Ahhh I havent gotten to write in a lil bit...I havent really been around. I've been hanging out with that boy thats best friends w my best friends boyfriend...heh heh. I just found up my baby brother has to get some surgery done and some other stuff and my mom doesnt have the money for it 
That also means that she can come here to...
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captain_deez:
actually pending work or something other disaster I may be going on the 25th
lilxsin:
Awww I am soo sorry, I hope everything will turn out ok. I feel the same way, I want to move away, But far away from here, And not deal with petty crap anymore. I am better than that. hehe sry venting.... Yea I think we always just miss eachother online. I read you aol profile and notice that you had a line to a song from autumn to ashes. "Mercury rising" I love that song. Well I hope you find stuff out soon. And everything will fall into place for you! Have A Good Night 
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The show was ok. I dont dig that chick like that, I dunno why there was just something about her that sparks didnt fly. Shes cool though. I had fun though bc my best friends bfs best friend...haha...is really funny and cool and I dunno we just had fun.
I bought the Finch cd and Bjorks greatest hits woohoo. I basically spent my paycheck paying...
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I bought the Finch cd and Bjorks greatest hits woohoo. I basically spent my paycheck paying...
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lilxsin:
Awww I hear ya! I hope this v-day is a good one for you! Ok I had to edit this thingy... this year im singled again, But it's all good cuz it just didn't work out.
So Im happy I didnt have to hurt her she brought it up, So I didnt have to....
That stinks! You def. need some kind of sparks! Maybe you'll find the right person next time, But at least you had fun at the show, And bought alot of awesome stuff. hehehe
Yea I totally understand, I hate when it feels that way. And you want to try to make it work, But you don't want to miss anything in the mean time. Very hard Decision! You guys should talk it out and maybe over come this barrier. Tell him how you really feel. And maybe the two of you can work what ever you need to out.
iight have a Good One!
Buh Bye's
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Ok I had to edit this thingy... this year im singled again, But it's all good cuz it just didn't work out.
So Im happy I didnt have to hurt her she brought it up, So I didnt have to....
That stinks! You def. need some kind of sparks! Maybe you'll find the right person next time, But at least you had fun at the show, And bought alot of awesome stuff. hehehe
Yea I totally understand, I hate when it feels that way. And you want to try to make it work, But you don't want to miss anything in the mean time. Very hard Decision! You guys should talk it out and maybe over come this barrier. Tell him how you really feel. And maybe the two of you can work what ever you need to out.
iight have a Good One!
Buh Bye's
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Being sick TOTALLY sucks, and going to school sick sucks even more. I dropped my statistics class and as a filler class Im taking some personal devlopment class. How exciting...but I suppose it could be a learning experience.
This cold weather crap is really getting to me, Ive been jonesin' to do some kind of outdoor activity, but its just too dang cold. I think...
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This cold weather crap is really getting to me, Ive been jonesin' to do some kind of outdoor activity, but its just too dang cold. I think...
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freyja__:
well get your outdoor stuff in this weekend!
it's going to be niiiiiiice.
it's going to be niiiiiiice.
lilxsin:
Thanks! I'm feeling much better today, not so much drianed, So that's cool. Ok awesome I'll look for you online.
I hate that when that happens when your hair cutter is away on vacation or you can't find a good person to cut your hair the way you like them to. I had some really bad hair cuts, so I am sooo picky now, But I finally found someone good, I'm going to go to her next week, (I've been putting it off) Then probably get a tattoo or plugs. I'm not sure yet.
Good luck, I hope you and your friend find a nice place.
Ok's Have a good weekend, Have fun at the show!
buh bye's
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I hate that when that happens when your hair cutter is away on vacation or you can't find a good person to cut your hair the way you like them to. I had some really bad hair cuts, so I am sooo picky now, But I finally found someone good, I'm going to go to her next week, (I've been putting it off) Then probably get a tattoo or plugs. I'm not sure yet.
Good luck, I hope you and your friend find a nice place.
Ok's Have a good weekend, Have fun at the show!
buh bye's
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Ok--today is a poopie day. Im fucking getting sick, which is never kosher...my throat hurts, Im coughing and my nose is running. Im supposed to be going to a show on Fri and Im gunna be all sick, but fukiit Im going anyway. I never miss a show unless Im on my death bed. Shite, I saw Bowie AND Tool (2 diff shows) when I...
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edea:
LambOfGod/KillswitchEngage/Unearth?
probably
can't by tickets til next friday though if they're still available
probably
can't by tickets til next friday though if they're still available
catrafelina:
sorry to hear you're feeling shitty. i think going out is key. i had a fever saturday, went out and drank too much and felt sooo much better. ha go figure. what show are you going to?
My computer is a piece of poo...for some reason it doesnt want to let me see Elara and Jolenes movie. Im going to cry,,,I Elara AND Jolene. Damn it, I'll find a way.
School today...that boy is so adorable! I wanna stare at him and stuff but I dont wanna look like a TOTAL loser. I sneak tiny peeks out the corner of my eye...
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freyja__:
i crashed 2 different computers trying to watch that elara+jolene movie. it's too hot to handle!!
cash is a sweetie.
hell.. all of us in SGNY are.
i'm sure you'll find tons of friends in us.
cash is a sweetie.
hell.. all of us in SGNY are.
i'm sure you'll find tons of friends in us.
lilxsin:
Hahah I hear ya, I had trouble with the same movie. My computer sucks sooo much! I just want to throw it off my balcony! Err
Yea the crock hunter did suck, I saw it in the movies, I almost feel asleep. How was minority report?
Ok, Awesome we should def. chill or something. I definitely hear ya, That all my ex did pretty much. I hope you figure stuff out with you and your BF. Good Luck!
Have a good night!
Buh Bye's
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Yea the crock hunter did suck, I saw it in the movies, I almost feel asleep. How was minority report?
Ok, Awesome we should def. chill or something. I definitely hear ya, That all my ex did pretty much. I hope you figure stuff out with you and your BF. Good Luck!
Have a good night!
Buh Bye's
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xLiLxSiNx
The bf and I were both off today, so we went for pizza. We were gunna go to the movies but we decided to rent them instead. We wanted to clean up the bedroom bc it looked like a crime scene. We rented The Croc Hunter movie and Minority Report. Tomorrow I have to wake up at the buttcrack of dawn to get books bc...
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lilxsin:
Hello how are you doing? Did you like the movies you rented? I still have to see LOTR, Just Married, Darkness Falls, And Err some other scary movie I forgot the name of. I love horrors!!
Have Fun!
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Have Fun!
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Worked--blah. Got home, talked the bf into going to CD World yaaaaaay! Between the 2 of us, we got:
Taproot-Welcome,Bush-16 Stone,CKY,Down the Sun,Poison the Well-Distance Makes the Heart Grow Fonder, and yet ANOTHER copy of the Sublime Acoustic cd. People keep stealing our cds
THEN-went to Target and got school crapola. I cant wait until I get paid so I can buy some cool shizzle....
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Taproot-Welcome,Bush-16 Stone,CKY,Down the Sun,Poison the Well-Distance Makes the Heart Grow Fonder, and yet ANOTHER copy of the Sublime Acoustic cd. People keep stealing our cds
THEN-went to Target and got school crapola. I cant wait until I get paid so I can buy some cool shizzle....
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lilxsin:
You came up with alot of good Idea's Thanks!
I will use em for later use. heheh. But all I ended up doing was talking to people, And joining SG Groups, And posting on the message boards. Which is a good thing.
Talk to you later,
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xlilxsinx
I will use em for later use. heheh. But all I ended up doing was talking to people, And joining SG Groups, And posting on the message boards. Which is a good thing.
Talk to you later,
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xlilxsinx
fred:
Didja assasinate anyone today?
Didja assasinate anyone today?