Wednesday Nov 17, 2004

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I don't know I feel bad right now. I don't feel necessarily all sad, mopey and emo, nor do I feel just plain sick. For some reason I feel bad about dumping Whitney, like it was a bad decision. Maybe it's natural feelings of regret, but I'm just feeling like I shouldn't have dumped her.

I think part of the reason is that Meghan is now in the picture again, and it doesn't feel right as I thought. I don't know what it is. I got a feeling of maybe I should have given Whitney the chance to clean herself up instead of being hell-bent on leaving her for petty reasons. She's honestly not a horrible person at all. I feel confused, but not really.

Besides all that emo bullshit, HEADBANGER'S BALL TOMORROW!!! HIMSA! BLEEDING THROUGH!

I got my lyrics down, my "show" clothes picked out, my ticket. I'm fucking ready to go!!!

"Tune out the noise of swan song that savior the passing of scarlets. Red and black on chemical romance..." Himsa, Rain To The Sound Of Panic

"Today is my last fucking chance to erase it all and kill my past." Bleeding Through, Revenge I Seek
carryavengeance:
wish i could hit the banger's ball tour in New Orleans on friday frown

p.s. girls suck, you're better off single
antennatoheaven:
Sorry to hear about your feelings of remorse. I don't have any relevent stories about the subject at hand-- but I do know that it's a normal feeling. A couple of my friends just ended their "relationships" and they said they felt like shit in the following days. They too had insignificant problems and decided that ending now would be better for both instead of prolonging a relationship flawed from the beginning. So, despite your guilt now, you'll be better off.

I wish I could go see Bleeding Through. I caught them once as an opening act for AFI in Seattle, it was pretty intense. Too bad the crowd consisted of 14 year-old girls screaming for Davey. Anywho...

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