I got my long-awaited Botch "We Are the Romans" cd in the mail today. I've been looking for it for so long until I found it on Amazon for $13. I haven't absorbed it all yet, but I will eventually.
Meggy the Not So Flakey called me on my way to school today to have coffee with her. I accepted and I met her at the Starbucks closest to TCC. We talked about nothing for a little bit, then went outside so she could smoke. We then started talking about why all of sudden I'm in her dreams and thoughts. She told me she was very sorry for the way she acted with/to me and that she's changed for the better (cutting some ties to drama in her life and realizing what kind of relationship she wants). It wrapped up for the time being so we could go to our classes, but we talked again on my way home. I then told her about Whitney and why I was the way I was. We concluded that it was perfectly okay to be friends, but we both acknowledge "if things were different." So, boy likes girl, girl doesn't like boy, boy like another girl, girl #1 realizes she likes boy, boy still likes girl #1 but likes girl #2. That's the story so far.
I just don't want to be asshole playing 2 chicks at the same time, because I vehemently despise cheating, seeing I've lost a girlfriend because of it.
Oh, by the way, I saw my friend Kara and she evoked memories of Maggie. She looked just like her, even down to the short red hair, a green thrift-store tshirt, and cordouroy pants. It was just difficult for me and I'm glad she only stopped to say hello and head off to work. DAMN YOU MAGGIE!!!
Meggy the Not So Flakey called me on my way to school today to have coffee with her. I accepted and I met her at the Starbucks closest to TCC. We talked about nothing for a little bit, then went outside so she could smoke. We then started talking about why all of sudden I'm in her dreams and thoughts. She told me she was very sorry for the way she acted with/to me and that she's changed for the better (cutting some ties to drama in her life and realizing what kind of relationship she wants). It wrapped up for the time being so we could go to our classes, but we talked again on my way home. I then told her about Whitney and why I was the way I was. We concluded that it was perfectly okay to be friends, but we both acknowledge "if things were different." So, boy likes girl, girl doesn't like boy, boy like another girl, girl #1 realizes she likes boy, boy still likes girl #1 but likes girl #2. That's the story so far.
I just don't want to be asshole playing 2 chicks at the same time, because I vehemently despise cheating, seeing I've lost a girlfriend because of it.
Oh, by the way, I saw my friend Kara and she evoked memories of Maggie. She looked just like her, even down to the short red hair, a green thrift-store tshirt, and cordouroy pants. It was just difficult for me and I'm glad she only stopped to say hello and head off to work. DAMN YOU MAGGIE!!!
About the ladies-- I'm pretty bad with insight and advice so I really won't offer any except that the journal about her dream: yeah, don't put any stock in dreams is the conclusion I've come to. I mostly have extremely vivid dreams of my ex and me reuniting, and I'm sure as shit that won't happen anytime soon. But you've always given me some good advice so I'm confident you'll figure something out.