Life is awkward at the moment. I have no money and am finding hard to find full time work. I keep applying for work but nothing is coming my way. I found out that someone wanted to hire me to film the Paris fashion show and pay me 3000 for the weeks work but I didn't gt the message in time. What is more annoying than losing the money is that I could have made several contacts had I got.
I also have a dilemma which is troubling me. The girl I like started seeing some just over a month ago, since then she has got married to him (I was slightly shocked). since she has started seeing him, it has become slight odd between us. We talk occationally and she never mentions him, this makes talking quite odd as when ever I ask what she has been doing, she respond saying "nothing". Which isn't true I am sure. I also think she is also not being honest with me.about certain things and I don't know whether to confront her about it. I am sure she is not doing it maliciously but I do find it annoying. Most of my friends have said I should stop talking to her but I am loathed to lose friends. I can understand that she is now with someone and that she wants to spend most of her time with him (I know I have done the same in the past). But I would prefer her to be honest with me.
I realise that I have to move on (this would involve going out and meeting people, having no money does not help). Also most of the people I know live miles away form me and don't want to go out m ost of the time anyway. The only people I really know in London are friends with the girl and at the moment I am not being invited to stuff (I could not afford to go anyway).
A friend said to me last sunday that I was the unluckiest person he knows and that in a previous life I must have spent my time throwing babies into fires or onto spikes. not really a comforting thought.
I hate ending on a negative so her is some good news I am getting exciting about 300 the film coming out, It is just a pity that it is coming out 3 weeks or so later in Britain than it is in America.
I also have a dilemma which is troubling me. The girl I like started seeing some just over a month ago, since then she has got married to him (I was slightly shocked). since she has started seeing him, it has become slight odd between us. We talk occationally and she never mentions him, this makes talking quite odd as when ever I ask what she has been doing, she respond saying "nothing". Which isn't true I am sure. I also think she is also not being honest with me.about certain things and I don't know whether to confront her about it. I am sure she is not doing it maliciously but I do find it annoying. Most of my friends have said I should stop talking to her but I am loathed to lose friends. I can understand that she is now with someone and that she wants to spend most of her time with him (I know I have done the same in the past). But I would prefer her to be honest with me.
I realise that I have to move on (this would involve going out and meeting people, having no money does not help). Also most of the people I know live miles away form me and don't want to go out m ost of the time anyway. The only people I really know in London are friends with the girl and at the moment I am not being invited to stuff (I could not afford to go anyway).
A friend said to me last sunday that I was the unluckiest person he knows and that in a previous life I must have spent my time throwing babies into fires or onto spikes. not really a comforting thought.
I hate ending on a negative so her is some good news I am getting exciting about 300 the film coming out, It is just a pity that it is coming out 3 weeks or so later in Britain than it is in America.