havent been so good on the dieting...
ive been thinking of joining the ED unit at mercy for the 5th time this year...
im beginning to think ill never get better...
im up to binging and purging about 4-6 times a DAY and i keep getting these pains in my stomach... it feels like someones kicking me...
and a blood vessel popped in my eye a week ago... its gotten a little better...
blah... i hate being a fucked up fat ass.
ive been thinking of joining the ED unit at mercy for the 5th time this year...
im beginning to think ill never get better...
im up to binging and purging about 4-6 times a DAY and i keep getting these pains in my stomach... it feels like someones kicking me...
and a blood vessel popped in my eye a week ago... its gotten a little better...
blah... i hate being a fucked up fat ass.
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musicsnob:
you arent fat at all, you're actually quite cute. Rid your life of negativity, and get well dear. You deserve a good life, we all do. 
grimmandbearit:
*HUG.* Body dismorphia's a bitch, but you can get better if you really want it. Reach down inside your soul and pull out that inner strength that so many people are afraid to touch on.