Well, this is my first blog entry on SG. Actually it's my first ever come to think of it. Right now it's a little after 4 bright and early Monday morning. Or late, depending on how you look at it. Sleep has been a fickle thing for me the past couple of months... Why is sleep so fragile? A recurring nightmare, too much noise or not enough, too big of a bed or too small. How do all these things so easily scare away the thing I love most? I've always tried to fix the issue, any medical issue for that matter, without medication. Can't say I believe in what doctors and big pharma try to shove down everyone's throats. But this is getting so ridiculous I'm looking at a box of Benadryl next to my PC. Guess it's better than getting drunk every night, right? Can't say it's all bad, insomnia has allowed me to catch up on all kinds of TV shows and movies. I'm watching Clint Eastwood's Hang 'Em High right now, been a while. And I don't care what anyone says, Clint Eastwood is a god. Anyways, as you can tell my mind tends to roam where it pleases, not just because I'm tired either. This blog will hopefully be where I put all of my thoughts and ideas onto "paper," some times complete and whole thoughts, other times not so much. Maybe someone will read these random ridiculous ramblings, maybe not. Just so long as I get what I'm thinking out of my head and somewhere it won't potentially drive me nuts haha. Attached is a photo of me, nothing special really, just a picture taken after my niece's/goddaughter's baptism. First time in a long time I've dressed up like that, longggggggggggggggg time ha.
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