today im in a weird mood...i was happy when he called. having him to talk to is always nice when there is noone else that cares. but as i sit here and think about my life i feel like every day is wasted...when i should be somewhere else, married with a child, happy and full of joy. but im sitting here...living with my parents, working at a grocery store making $8 an hour, single....things arent the way they should be...id do anything to be with him...but i guess people in hell want icewater too...
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danger2myself:
indeed everything happens for a reason and you may not know it now but the best days could be right around the corner...been down before but keep your head up....keep talking about it and don't keep it bottled up no matter what anyone says...showing emotions is the best way to cope with them....
thescarykid:
Things take time sometimes. It took me a long time just to get to school and I'm 27. And all my peers have masters etc and happily married working a 9-5 cubicle job.