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So, I ended up getting him a Playstation 2... I talked with his parents about getting a Bulldog but they had a better idea. Theyre sending he and I on a cruise!! He doesn't know that yet tho, he'll find out on his birthday (the 3rd). I'm so excited. I've never left the US except to go to Tijuana when I was 3 which I don't remember anything about. We needed a vacation desperately tho. YAY!


Anyway, is it wrong of me to get not jealous but "irritated" at girls he's slept with? Well... ok. Not girl(s) but GIRL he slept with... merely becuz it was during the month we broke up last year while he was on tour... and I semi-know her and I dislike her grately and it irritates me cuz I work on a "ratings" site where I have to update her pics n shit. (Holy run-on sentence). She's so busted in the face tho... He got with 2 other girls that month but I don't get as angry about them as I do her, possibly becuz I can only put a face to her?

Bah. I don't know. I got angry cuz I just saw I had to update her shit just now. Why do guys have to sleep with random girls? I didn't sleep with anyone that month. I only kissed 2 guys, thats all I did.



I want to take new pics... but my hair is so fucked up. I feel like I need to do something drastic to it... like shave it off.

I've lost it... so now I'm going to sleep. I'll do a better update later.


Love you all. *Hearts*