I feel you. Except with sex and my iPhone. Nothing serious like crack or opiates. But I guess you'd just have to take stock of what you have, and what you paid to an addiction. If the "cost" isn't covering the "profit", then you really need to make a choice. And it's always the very worst just before it gets better. And it always works out.
At :56 she looks like fucking Quasimodo.