Holy crap that blog spanned a ton of information! Humanity? It sucks, the older you get the more you awaken to the fact that it really never was what you thought. It's a harsh way to wake up, hopefully there's a way to fix it. I guess it's just one person at a time. Things with exes are always a bit....interesting. It's a little weird to have any sort of an intimate relationship with someone you stated you have a deep-seated hate for...but(t) who knows? I don't. I'm glad that it was...good? You know, I used to e like you and never be able to sleep much, and I never went to bed early. I think that somewhere in my brain, something was always telling me that I would be missing something by going to bed....I think I still suffer from that a little. It never totally goes away, but as of late, sleeping seems kinda awesome to me at times. Then again, my work schedule is brutal for a person who stays up late..and i still do when I've got a few days off in a row....like tonight! I used to be more productive though when I would stay up til crazy hours of the night/morning. Nowadays...I'm..not. So, um, stay productive, don't get trapped, and for god sakes, get some ice! I don't wanna even get to the turned on parts.....
you, my friend, are incredibly beautiful yourself. thank you for the compliment.