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Hey all!!!! =D Today I'm sooooo happy. I got to do my first professional shooting! I'm so happy, and I can't wait to see the photographs in high quality on my screen! =D I'm sooooo proud. I hope you're all gonna like it.

So yeah I realised that I had creepy fanatism hysterics very often. I mean it's quite crazy.

The most ridiculous phase I went by when I was younger was when I was reading Dance written by Anne-Marie Pol. I went totally crazy about classical dance and wanted to become a prima ballerina. It went on for something like a year

The craziest and the longest one has been about Harry Potter, and it's not totally finished. When I was 12 I thought Hogwarts had forgotten to send me a letter I did so many things about HP, I joined so many websites and role-play forums
Later I realized that I was a total Slytherin. So my mother knitted a slithering kit with a scarf, mittens and leggings.
Lately, my boyfriend offered me a genuine wand sculpted especially for me with the appropriate size etc. It is soooo beautiful, and with that there was a letter from Hogwarts, and papers with all the charms from HP listed.


The most oversized but most realistic one: I was obsessed about mangas. I wanted so much to become a mangaka. Actually I had been learning japanese for three years when I read my first manga, and eventually I've studied japanese for 7 years. I enquired about mangaka schools, I drew very much to become better and be accepted in the european manga school, I practiced my japanese, and even won a world contest: 40 young people (16-20) were chosen all around the world to go a Japan for three weeks, all expenses paidThat trip was awesomely AWESOME!! I learned so many things, met so many people And I was still on my mangaka plan until beginning 2010. But then I realized with art preschool that I could find my own style and make it grown on the world! xD Haha


The one that looks the most like me:

The Mord-Siths, from Terry Goodkind's book "Legend of the Seeker".

I've LOVED these characters. Especially Berdine and Raina who were lesbian Mord'Sith.
Mord-Sith are the Lord Rahl's personal body guards. Captured as young girls, they are trained using the most brutal methods. Taught to show no mercy, no pity, no hesitation, Mord-Sith are renowned throughout the three territories and beyond.
-The First Breaking : The child is first tortured until her spirit breaks. Tortured to the point of obedience so strong that she will obey any order her master/mistress gives without question or hesitation. This part of the training is designed to strip her of her sense of self and her personal desires.-The Second Breaking : During the second phase of her training, the child is forced to watch as her teacher slowly tortures her mother to death. This part of the training is designed to strip her of her compassion.-The Third Breaking : During the final, and arguably most difficult, phase of her training, the child is given the weapon that was used on her and her mother, the Agiel, and is forced to slowly torture her own father to death. This part of the training is designed to strip her of her fear of hurting another, to make her enjoy giving pain.Once her training is completed, the new Mord-Sith is taken before Lord Rahl and he instills in her the most powerful ability she has, the power to capture and control any magic that is used against her.
- Her weapon: the Agiel: a red leather rod only about a foot long and roughly an inch in diameter, the Agiel looks harmless enough. But it's appearance is quite deceptive. When placed against the skin, the Agiel will raise blisters and causes excruciating pain. Pressed a bit harder and it will draw blood. A bit harder and the Agiel will break bones. While it's main purpose is simply to bring pain, the Agiel can be used to kill. If the Agiel is placed over the heart and twisted it will cause instant death to the Mord-Sith's victim. The Agiel doesn't only bring pain to the Mord-Sith's victims. It also hurts the Mord-Sith who wields it. Once someone is trained with an Agiel they can never again touch it without feeling it's sting. Since Mord-Sith often carry the same Agiel used to train them, they can never touch it without feeling it's effects.
Mord-Siths almost always wear skin tight leather that covers them from neck to toe. The leather they wear has three different colors, each one meaning something different.
I WOULD'VE LOVED to have their costume D=

Now other stuffs I've been fanatic about:

Ayesha, the legend of the Cyan People: OMG. This is still the BEST BOOK EVER. It's written by ANGE. The characters, the story, the psychologic dimension, and the sentimental dimension, how horror feels so real and so beautiful though, how the whole thing portrays a world so similar to ours making us compare many things and realize horrible and awesome stuffs about life, friendship, love Arekh's my favorite character EVER.

Muse: When I went to see Muse Resistance Tour last year, in Paris Arena, I went totally mad about them especially about Matthew Bellamy. I was ALWAYS talking about them, putting up a MUSE ban on my Facebook wall etc. I still love them of course but I've slowed down on that. I think I'm going to fall back in that hysteric when I see their coming DVD. O_O'

The Runaways: When I saw the movie directed by Floria Sigismondi, I was overexcited. I had never heard about the Runaways, and only knew Joan Jett for "I love rock n' roll" and "Bad Reputation" but I didn't even know her face or anything else. So I started hating my parents for having not made me listen to them and talked to me about them. I've become a BIG fan of Floria Sigismondi, of Joan Jett and of Kristen Stewart of course who portrays her character so perfectly.

And now the Suicidegirls:It's my very recent fanatic hysteric and it could be just a phase, except if I keep it going.