LOVE this song.....
Disappear
Disappear
Higher
Higher
Into the air
Slowly disappear
No, no longer here
Disappear
Disappear
Thinner, thinner
Into the air
Never really here
What that never
Floating away
Floating away
Vanishing like a cyan sunday
Disappear
Disappear
Vanish, vanish into the air
Slowly disappear
Never really here
Floating away
Floating away
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APC's The Thirteenth Step is pretty awesome so far. It...
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Disappear
Disappear
Higher
Higher
Into the air
Slowly disappear
No, no longer here
Disappear
Disappear
Thinner, thinner
Into the air
Never really here
What that never
Floating away
Floating away
Vanishing like a cyan sunday
Disappear
Disappear
Vanish, vanish into the air
Slowly disappear
Never really here
Floating away
Floating away
~~~~~~~
APC's The Thirteenth Step is pretty awesome so far. It...
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argh.....grrrrrr.... 
feeling...aggressive....must...lash out...
I just want to fucking sock somebody in the face.
"Hi face. Meet fist."
"
"
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I have officially failed. I dropped my classes for this semester. Oh well....
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Sometimes, I really hate my existence...
feeling...aggressive....must...lash out...
I just want to fucking sock somebody in the face.
"Hi face. Meet fist."
"
"
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I have officially failed. I dropped my classes for this semester. Oh well....
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Sometimes, I really hate my existence...
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pocketrocket:
your welcome!
and i had an ok time when im more energetic today ill update!
and i had an ok time when im more energetic today ill update!
beledi:
thanks for the understanding on girl group...and much hugs to you. i hope things go from grey to some colour soon for you.
Hi! I'm a loser!
So...I'm dropping my classes. I haven't been able to focus on school at all. I really need to assess where I am in my life and since April 30th (the day my life changed for the worse...one of my best friends was killed...the first person I've ever loved and lost) I really haven't had a chance to mourn or get my...
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So...I'm dropping my classes. I haven't been able to focus on school at all. I really need to assess where I am in my life and since April 30th (the day my life changed for the worse...one of my best friends was killed...the first person I've ever loved and lost) I really haven't had a chance to mourn or get my...
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jasonxstar:
Hi,ya i would have to say swedish metal basically i think is the best metal to listen to right now.Alot of great bands are coming from that area in the states and they are blowing up the scene!!!!Great bands to listen to or check out is of course DIMMU BORGIR but my favorite band right now from sweden is IN FLAMES also check out SOILWORK,AT THE GATES,MESSUGAHH,ARCHENEMY,and CHILDREN OF BODOM!
They all sing in english also...we should talk more about music sometime,i like some of the bands you dig
GPK
They all sing in english also...we should talk more about music sometime,i like some of the bands you dig
GPK
pocketrocket:
hey lady! what you cant stop bye and say hello!
its my bday for crimmies sake
J/K=
havea great day kiddo!
its my bday for crimmies sake
J/K=
havea great day kiddo!
Just moved into my new apartment on Saturday. I'm sooooo glad I'm not looking for a place to live anymore as these past two months have been hellish...finally I can settle down (for at least a year...)
other than that though...I'm not very happy but I don't know why...I'm living with one of my best friends, I've got pretty good game (for the time being),...
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other than that though...I'm not very happy but I don't know why...I'm living with one of my best friends, I've got pretty good game (for the time being),...
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pocketrocket:
you know what. as long as you keep your head up your shin straight an a smile inyour heart all things will work out.
the goverent WILL hwlp you. i wrote at least a hundred letters to hundred different organizations until finnaly "the unisted states historical society for tehfine arts" wrote me back andgave the $$,$$$ to pay for my school. like my grandpa said.
"once you quit walking , youll get walked on"
hang in there.
the goverent WILL hwlp you. i wrote at least a hundred letters to hundred different organizations until finnaly "the unisted states historical society for tehfine arts" wrote me back andgave the $$,$$$ to pay for my school. like my grandpa said.
"once you quit walking , youll get walked on"
hang in there.
sita:
Hey there!
You live in Emeryville? I was supposed to be living there right now and starting at Ex'pression at the end of this month. Didn't pan out, though.
It was so nice meeting you at The Cat Club!! I did tell my boyfriend that I'm an SG. His response was, "Really? Do you mind if I, uh, tell people??" lol.
Toodles!!
You live in Emeryville? I was supposed to be living there right now and starting at Ex'pression at the end of this month. Didn't pan out, though.
It was so nice meeting you at The Cat Club!! I did tell my boyfriend that I'm an SG. His response was, "Really? Do you mind if I, uh, tell people??" lol.
Toodles!!
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egon:
I wish I could go to spain, but alas and alack, I am up to my ears on student loans, and still piling them on. We do have a small bosch painting at the philly art museum tho. Also a van eck, which I think is great. I got to see several van eck's in may when I was in london.
jeisan:
Hey, thanks for the compliment. Your tastes in music is quite diverse as well. It's nice to find someone else that enjoys the huge spectrum of muzik.
hmmm....let's see...nothing new...things still sucking and if I started complaing, I wouldn't stop so...
...on a brighter note, I went to a bitchin' show last night... Lucifers Hammer's Metalween (now at the Cat Club...sooooo much nicer than the stupid Curve Bar)...Hammers of Misfortune were awesome! rockin'! headbangin'! and Amber Asylum....oh my god...the best show I've seen them play...just...beautiful...I got a really cool Ghoul tshirt and...
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...on a brighter note, I went to a bitchin' show last night... Lucifers Hammer's Metalween (now at the Cat Club...sooooo much nicer than the stupid Curve Bar)...Hammers of Misfortune were awesome! rockin'! headbangin'! and Amber Asylum....oh my god...the best show I've seen them play...just...beautiful...I got a really cool Ghoul tshirt and...
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sqnk:
Why thank you
voltaire:
I was born and raised in Berkeley, lived in oakland almost ten years, have a shit load of friends there, almost my whole family is there, and I visit pretty often..... you probably saw me at a show or a club.... or on bart, or just walking around oakland...... I've also lived with and dated a string of musicians there, so that might be it too...... I dunno...... I'm just "around" know what I mean?
I am so fucking sad. I'm tired and fed up and stressed from frantically looking for a place to move to by the 1st. I'm doing horribly in school becuase my new job and my housing search is draining every ounce of energy I have. I'm so damn tired of struggling. I feel like I'm barely keeping my head above water. I was hoping that...
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toekit:
wow.. sorry your having such a hard time 
hope things turn around for you soon
hope things turn around for you soon 
xnovaapex:
Babe, please keep yer chin up and if you need to talk, I am so here fer ya, because I understand....i have been having this bad luck streak for about a year now and it's really weird and I wonder what I did to deserve this punishment, BUT you hafta be super strong times ten...and I know you can....I know it's rough and I know it's stressful...it feels like it NEVER ENDS....BUT YOU hafta hang tough...but i am so thinkin' of ya.......hugglez, chrissy xxx
quest36833:
That sucks...
Damn! Haven't been able to come on SG since they launched the new site but fortunately one of my friends gave me a copy of Jaguar and now I have Safari! Back to perusing the lovely ladies of SG....Joy!
saturn1:
the girl that was xiola bleu went to my high school ... didn't know her , though
i can't access the site on my mac... i suppose i should upgrade
i can't access the site on my mac... i suppose i should upgrade
try to not stress....try to not stress....try to not stress..............
............ACK!
sometimes life is *almost* too much to handle... does the universe really hate me and want to punish me or really love me and want to make me stronger?
Song of the Day: Faith No More "Falling to Pieces"
Back and forth, I sway with the wind
Resolution slips away again
Right through my...
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............ACK!
sometimes life is *almost* too much to handle... does the universe really hate me and want to punish me or really love me and want to make me stronger?
Song of the Day: Faith No More "Falling to Pieces"
Back and forth, I sway with the wind
Resolution slips away again
Right through my...
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faseplant:
Ack, you don't live in Emery Bay Apts, do you? God I hope for your sake you don't.
alisa:
ahhh here are you? don't tell me you actually have a life outside SG or oh god no you're on IE5 or something and can't access the new site. i'm going to email to see what's up? hope you're jut busy and that you'll be back soon.
or oh god no you're on IE5 or something and can't access the new site. i'm going to email to see what's up? hope you're jut busy and that you'll be back soon.
UGH! I'm feeling very bored (and slightly dissatisfied, though I don't know why) with myself...I need a complete makeover...I'm really tired of my appearance right now....I need something drastic...like cut my hair or get a tattoo in an unconventional place...Maybe I'll start wearing makeup more often...
in other news...
*my dog has gas so bad that I can't even close the door to my room...
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in other news...
*my dog has gas so bad that I can't even close the door to my room...
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nala:
wow, you're gorgeous yourself...and where the hell is Emerybille located...I"m from Santa Barbara
just to add, nice profile pic, I REALLY like it,
ok, that's it, it's goin' on my desktop
just to add, nice profile pic, I REALLY like it,
ok, that's it, it's goin' on my desktop
hooray! I just got off the phone with a chemical engineer that I had to interview for an assignment. That was the coolest thing ever! And also very enlightening because she works for the Shell refinery in the Environmental Affairs Dept. where her main focus is air compliance with the BAAQMD (Bay Area Air Quality Management District) and it really helped put an individual (and...
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alisa:
you have so much wonderful energy. thank you for your lovely comment in my journal. have you been over to scylla's journal, yet. she would so understand those mathematical equations up there. i understood everything up until that part. i have never been good at math.
and you're right faith no more rules. have you heard of mr. bungle? they're funny and mike patton was a hottie and a half.
thank you for your lovely comment in my journal. have you been over to scylla's journal, yet. she would so understand those mathematical equations up there. i understood everything up until that part. i have never been good at math.
and you're right faith no more rules. have you heard of mr. bungle? they're funny and mike patton was a hottie and a half.
alisa:
you made me blush so hard
edited to say: i am SOOOO jealous. you got to meet/know nikki six??!! oh man i had the hots for him so bad from the 7th grade on. he issuch a dream! motley crue rules. and look who's talking you are one of the prettiest girls i've seen. please please please tell you you're applying.
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edited to say: i am SOOOO jealous. you got to meet/know nikki six??!! oh man i had the hots for him so bad from the 7th grade on. he issuch a dream! motley crue rules. and look who's talking you are one of the prettiest girls i've seen. please please please tell you you're applying.
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I'll see about getting to that show at the BOTH on Friday.
Slayer played a show at The Warfield on Sunday. It was sold out for awhile, so there wasn't any advertising for it.
I'd love to hook up with your tat artist. I was going to go to Black and Blue. I so need more $$$$$$$$$$$$$$ lol.
ttyl